BUSH  BALLADS  AND  BULL DUST
by

Marc Glasby

(c) 2009

 

CONTENTS

 

Gold Fever | Not once (The politician’s cry) | Life in the Bush | Time to Protest  | Time on Your Side | Rules | Salty Waters | Shearing Shed | Tag Team | The Wanker | The Great Folly of Man | Spiders of the City | ANZAC | Australia | Breaker | Bush Verse | Bushy | Cattle Dog | City Dreams | Cocky | Old Halls Creek | Darcy | Eagle | Eddie | Fishing | Lost At Sea | East of Nowhere | Murphys Rules | Progress | It doesn't rain much here | Living River | Sport | The Things Id Do | Toorak Taxis | For Weary | Wildfire | Southern Cross | Harry Shute | Adams and Flinders | The Old Dog | Red Hills | Questions | Wittenoom | The Old Bush Pub | The Poor Bloody Poet | Piccaninny Dawn | Brumby Shoot | No More Waltzing Matilda | Republic | The Tree | Big Sky | Forty ! | Fire Fighting Volunteer | Shipwreck Coast | I've Seen | River Boat | Smell the Flowers | Hotter than Hell | Tracks Upon The Sand | When I die | The Legend of the Kelly Gang | Lets Kill Blinky Bill | The Tide | I Fell in Love | For the Bush Balladeers | A Day by the Sea | Gentle Giants of the Sea | The Long Paddock (The ghosts of Cobb & Co.) | Spring in the Hills | The Old Hat | Land of Contrast | Bloody Red Dust | Just Another Breakdown | The Women of the West | Kangaroo Feathers | The Beating Heart | Not so far apart | On The edge of the Sunset | Murray River | The Alice | South Land | Gravel Road | Changing and Changeless | By The Side of the Road | The Ghan | The Road | When The Wind Stops Blowin | Free At Last | What Happened | Little Joys | The 40 Mile | When the Rains Come | Everything Changes | Heron Point (The Life of Brian) | Crying Shame | Country Town | Stranded in the City

 

Previously unpublished work

 

Gold Fever

On a squatter’s small selection
Not far east of Northam town
Waits a wife and her two children
For her husband to come down

For he’s gone off chasing nuggets
In a far off northern field
And he’s gone to seek his fortune
Gone to reap a golden yield

But the fare up cost a packet
And the mining gear cost more
And before he’d even got there
He was stiff and tired and sore

Now he’s gone and staked a claim out
And he’s worked it night and day
But it hasn’t shown much colour
And he cannot make it pay

Then he hears about a rush on
In a field near Marble Bar
So he sell his worthless claim up
And he tracks another star

Then he’s far away from thinking
Of his wife and kids and home
And he takes up heavy drinking
And he spends his days alone

And the heat and flies and rot gut
Slowly start to rot his brain
And the last bit of his money
Quickly trickles down the drain

Then they find him late one morning
Hanging bloated from a tree
And his ghost now haunts the goldfield
Where the wind blows wild and free

And his wife still waits and wonders
As she watches down the track
In a hopeless lonely vigil
For her loved one to come back

And each time a swaggy passes
She runs out to see his face
And though hope may spring eternal
Her man’s lost without a trace

And to top off all this sadness
His old claim was taken on
Just another five feet deeper
The next miner’s fortune shone

And so it was for many
Who were drawn in search of gold
Some got rich, some not a penny
Some got dead and some got old

For the gold it was a fever
That men caught like a disease
And today still has the power
To cajole and flirt and tease

Inspired by a true story in the book ‘Mates and Gold’ and dedicated to the prospector near Peak Hill who was unable to go on and to his wife and his kids who were left to fend for themselves.

Goomalling Jan 07

 

 

Not once (The politician’s cry)

 

Not once have I lied, not once have I stolen

Not once have I made a mistake in my life

Not once was I bribed, not once been beholden

Not once have I cheated on my faithful wife

 

Not once did a deal that was under the table

Not once did I seek to fatten my purse

Not once was I less than ever so able

Not once did I swear or bluster or curse

 

Not once did I drive when I had been drinking

Not once did I lie when election time came

Not once did I hide what I had been thinking

When some one had asked ‘Are all voters the same?’

 

Not once did I crawl to powerful nations

Not once did I sell out the people I serve

Not once did I seek to put friends in high stations

Not once when confronted did I lose my nerve

 

Not once did I seek to create a distraction

When things went awry and the polls forecast gloom

Not once did I hide an honest reaction

Not once did I make up a story of doom

 

Not once did I sell out my country for money

Not once will I pay for the sum of my crimes

The people are fools, Oh I think it’s so funny!

Not once did I say? It was hundreds of times!

 

Cleaverville August 2006

 

Life in the Bush

 

I live in the bush where the air is much cleaner

And the hassles of traffic are far, far away

I live in the bush where the trees are much greener

But living out here, there’s a price I must pay

 

I can’t get a signal, no mobile reception

I can’t get the mail unless I’m in town

I can’t see a doctor, I can’t see a dentist

They’ve all moved away and it’s getting me down

 

The telly’s ‘the pits’ and I can’t afford Foxtel

There’s few entertainers who venture out here

So a walk in the bush is the main entertainment

Or an hour in the pub and a glass of cold beer

 

And when I go shopping I’m paying top dollar

I need an armed guard if I’m picking up fuel

The words ‘out of stock’ are becoming familiar

And ‘we don’t stock that here’ is a general rule

 

I have to drive miles just to talk to a neighbour

But maybe that’s not all that bad after all

For living out here, it’s the peace that I savor

And city life ‘sucks’ as I seem to recall

 

We don’t get the services townies are used to

And money’s not all, that we stand to lose

But we love the fresh air, and we love the lifestyle

So living out bush is the life that we choose

 

Cleaverville 25/6/6

 

 

Time to Protest

Bush and Blair are telling lies
But their smoke screens can’t disguise

Another war by Uncle Sam
It’s another Vietnam

Poor men dying, every day
Rich men gaining, every way

Bush, Bin laden, drill for oil
In the desert’s blood stained soil

Gross corruption running wild
Just ignore the dying child

Population kept in fear
Terrorism, always near

Every day more young men die
Seems there’s no one asking ‘why?’

There’s no anger, there’s no protest
There’s just killing, sick and grotesque

There’s new laws to, stop us speaking
Was it freedom we were seeking?

War on terror, war on truth!
So we sacrifice our youth

Wake up people, time to see
There’s no land of liberty

There’s just rich men making money
War to them is milk and honey

Time to protest in the street
Off your asses, on your feet!

April 2006 Popanyinning

Inspired by the Michael Moore film ‘Fahrenheit 911’ If you haven’t seen it then find it and watch it, the lies we have been told about the Iraq war are almost unbelievable.

 

 

Time on Your Side

 

When you were young there was so much to see and do

Places to go to and dreams to fulfill

When you were young there was nothing but time for you

Time was your friend and it never stood still

 

You played in the sun and you lived for the summer

And life was a carousel whirling around

When life had a beat to it you were the drummer

You lived for the music and loved the sweet sound

 

When life was a game and when living was easy

You never knew time was just slipping away

When summers were long and the evenings were breezy

You loved in the moment and lived for the day

 

When you were young you thought life was forever

There was no growing old in the future for you

But now that you’re older you never say never

and time has a way of just slipping on through

 

Now the days slip away and the summers are shorter

No more do you think you have time on your side

You walk a thin line and the tight rope gets tauter

And now that you want to, there’s no where to hide

 

But now time is short it’s also much sweeter

You savor each moment of each passing day

And though time is a foe and a terrible cheater

You know that it’s something you can’t wish away

 

Albany March 2006

 

 

Rules

 

Back in the days of common sense

Stupidity was no defense

To look before you leap was cool

To not do so, made you a fool

 

There were no lawyers standing by

To help you sue each time you’d cry

You’d take your lumps and live with it

When parents were allowed to hit

 

But now the social workers say

That discipline must not hold sway

So punishment goes out the door

You smack your kid, you face the law

 

There must be someone else to blame

If you should trip while playing games

To make a claim is easy now

The lawyers queue to show you how

 

And now there’s rules that tell us how

To ride a bike or milk a cow

You can’t do this, you can’t do that

Don’t let your children get too fat

 

There’s laws to govern all your life

There’s laws to give you added strife

You can’t park here, you can’t stand there

You can’t admit complete despair

 

The supermarkets throw out food

It’s sinful and it’s bloody rude

When people can’t afford to eat

‘Keep profits up’ storekeepers bleat

 

You can’t sell goods for half the price

The market board won’t think it’s nice

They’ll shut you down and call the police

And then you won’t get any peace

 

So if you’re charged with some offence

And you can’t pay for your defense

The rich men will make very sure

To lock you up because you’re poor

 

Why are we cursed with stupid rules?

Which governments all use as tools

Their mindless laws don’t compensate

But on and on they legislate

 

They take away our right to die

They take away our will to try

We live our lives lost in a daze

We’re naught but rats caught in a maze

 

Some people ask ‘What can we do?’

I say that change is up to you!

Don’t sit around and just complain

You must stand up and make it plain

 

We’ve had it with the ‘nanny state’

We now demand a different fate

It’s time to get down from the fence

It's time to bring back common sense

 

Popanyinning Feb 2006

 

 

Salty Waters

 

It’s sad to see the river now all silted up with mud

Where pools of crystal water lay before the yearly flood

Where once the yabbies make their homes in holes beneath the bank

There’s nothing now but salty brine that smells both foul and rank

 

The river gums that grew so tall and green beside the flow

Could not withstand the rising salt and so they ceased to grow

No trout will swim this river now they’re long since dead and gone

Mosquito fish, the only things that managed to hang on

 

When farming land was cleared and felled there was no way to see

The water table rising and the dread salinity

And every year more land is lost it’s just like some disease

It’s all because we came along and cut down all the trees

 

The trees were pumps that kept the salt locked up beneath the ground

But when the water table rose it was no longer bound

The river dies a little more with every passing year

And salt becomes a monster that we all have come to fear

 

Popanyinning Jan 2006

 

Shearing Shed

The yards behind the shearing shed are overgrown with grass
And the fence posts look a little worse for wear
There’s cobwebs on the tractors that are sitting all forlorn
And a farm cat snoozes gently on a chair

The boards have not been trodden by a shearer’s boot for years
But the remnants of their trade lie on the floor
A dull and rusty hand piece was left hanging on the wall
And an old gray fleece is draped across a door

A fridge that held refreshments for the shearers long ago
Stands rusting in the corner on its own
Some wool bales from the final clip are sitting in a pile
And the wind whips through the rafters with a moan

The only sign of movement is the farm cat getting up
It must be time to go and hunt for tea
As she slinks between the barrels that are holding up the floor
It’s time for mice to hide, or turn and flee

A drowsy looking blowfly buzzes lazily around
And the morning slowly turns to afternoon
Then the purple shades of evening slide across the waving fields
And the shearing shed is bathed beneath the moon

Then somewhere in the darkness you can hear the shearer’s ghosts
you can hear them clipping long into the night
Cries of ‘fleece off!’ are competing with the bleating of the sheep
but silence reigns again come morning light

And the shed just goes on rusting underneath the summer sun
And the termites come and chew upon the boards
And the spiders in the tractors go on spinning silken webs
And the shearer's ghosts are undisputed lords

October 2005, Popanyinning.

 

 

Tag Team

It’s just before the sun comes up
You sip upon your brew
The chilly air will keep at bay
The early morning crew

But later as the day heats up
You’re starting to salute
That honoured Aussie swiping wave
That gives the flies the boot

And suddenly they’re everywhere
They crawl around your eyes
You try about just every trick
To keep away those flies

A hat with corks has given way
To covering with mesh
The Aeroguard you used to use
No longer keeps you fresh

They seem to know, those cursed flies
When tasks will take both hands
For when they do they gather round
In massive swarming bands

The bush flies aren’t the only ones
That make you swear and curse
The blue flies buzz around your head
And March flies, even worse!

You know there’s no escaping them
When gray skies turn to blue
But evening rolls around at last
And then their reign is through

But in the dusk you hear a sound
A nasty high pitched whine
The mozzies are all waking up
Those lousy rotten swine

You cover up with jeans and boots
You light the mozzy coils
You sit out in the balmy night
And burn exotic oils

The subtle nasty little sting
You feel upon your leg
While gathered round the barbeque
Or leaning on the keg

It tells you all your sprays and stuff
Are having no effect
So bites and stings are just the things
You’re learning to expect

And so the Summer tag team makes
Your days a living hell
And even in the evenings
You will suffer on as well

All Winter long you waited for
The skies to turn to blue
But you forgot the nasty things
The tag team planed for you

Popanyinning October 2005

 

 

The Wanker

The wanker’s always with us, everywhere we choose to go
Even if we travel quickly, even if we travel slow
When you’re sitting nice and quiet having just a sip of beer
You can bet your bloomin’ socks that some big wanker will appear

As they get out of the car and they loudly slam the doors
You wonder why you take the time to gently close up yours
Then out comes all the camping gear, they take up all the room
The clouds on your horizon gather swiftly in the gloom

You were careful when you got here and you had a look around
For a campsite that was far away from others on the ground
But now you find the Wanker’s gone and set up next to you
Though there isn’t really room enough, there’s nothing you can do

There’s campsites by the dozen to the left and to the right
As empty as the Wamker’s head but he can’t see the light
You get a sinking feeling that you’ve done this all before
For you know the world is choc-a-block with wankers by the score

He’ll play his music loudly and he’ll shout and make a fuss
And he’ll winge about his missus and he’ll blather on and cuss
Then he’ll get his great big dog out which will piddle on your car
And his kids will bounce a ball until you don’t know where you are

The wanker’s voice is louder than the screaming of a jet
It comes right through your caravan, a sound you can’t forget
He doesn’t have a single thought of how it effects you
As long as he can get away with what he wants to do

Then his mates will all come calling and they’ll stay up all night long
And they’ll all get drunk and stupid, yelling out and singing songs
When you wake up in the morning and the campsite is a mess
You shake your head to clear it, for you’re somewhat in distress

You will find he’s gone out fishing trying hard to rape the sea
For he always takes the limit, plus another two or three
Then finally when you go out to catch a fish or two
The jackass will come over and fish right on top of you

So you give up on your fishing and you come back in to shore
But the wanker’s right behind you trailing tinnies by the score
You came away to get some peace and quiet on your own
But all you do is shake your head and stifle up a groan

Another night of binging by the Wanker’s drunken mates
Leaves you wishing you could send him to Saint Peter’s pearly gates
You suffer on in silence and you bend your knee to pray
‘Oh Lord if you won’t take me, make the Wanker go away!’

Cleaverville July 2005

 

The Great Folly of Man

I was here and I saw when the Dinosaur came
I was here when they faded away
I saw the birds flourish and take to the sky
I saw tiny mammals at play

I saw when the black man first walked on this earth
I saw the tribes wander the land
I saw many changes, the deaths and the births
I saw the great folly of man

I watched as the white man laid claim to my soil
How he dug up my valleys and plains
How he strove to find riches, my gold and my oil
How he turned all my rivers to drains

I watched and I waited and hoped that he’d see
That my riches were greater than gold
My mountains, my valleys, my rivers and seas
Are more than a billion years old

The longer I waited the more I was robbed
And the more disrespect came my way
Though my spirit’s unbroken my heart softly sobbed
But greed has its own price to pay

When they’ve dug up my riches and used up the land
When my sweet waters all have run dry
Then their great sprawling cities will turn back to sand
And their dreams will all wither and die

Cleaverville May 2005
 


Spiders of the City

Deep within the shadows of the city’s tallest spires
Is a nest of skulking spiders who all share the same desires
They spin their webs of finest silk to catch unwary prey
Their fangs are sharp, their eyes are keen, they shun the light of day

Their friends are in high places where they make up their own rules
Their only God is money and they play us all for fools
Corruption is their only game, they play for highest stakes
But all their wealth is nothing for they’re evil shabby fakes

The men in suits are plotting how to fleece us, one and all
Their greed is never ending and they hearken to its call
No morals left to speak of, they would cut their mother’s throat
If it meant they made a dollar over which they all could gloat

Stay away from city shadows where the human spiders lurk
Or you’ll lose yourself forever in the dark and dirty murk.

Cleaverville May 2005

 


ANZAC

Little Jack was only one
his father's pride and only son
He grew up fast beneath the sun
An Australian was he
 
By ten years old he'd fired a gun
go bare back riding just for fun
and by fourteen his schooling done
he lived both wild and free
 
Then two years on the mother land
its empire called to lend a hand
and blood was spilled upon the sand
around Gallipoli
 
When duty called he volunteered
and war was all his mother feared
Young men whose arms and legs were sheared
were sent home constantly
 
When Jack's turn came he faced it well
while all around his comrades fell
Young men all blown straight to hell
in a land across the sea
 
No longer through the bush he'd roam
They wrapped him up and sent him home
The ship ploughed on through ocean foam
that he would never see
 
Jack lies buried in a grave
His life for King and country gave
His young life lost so he could save
the likes of you and me
 
When April rolls around each year
and old men march or shed a tear
for those who are no longer here
Remember Jack Magee
 
And when the old men have all gone
their legacy will linger on
Forever we'll look back upon
their shining memory
 
April 1999 Townsville 
 


Australia
 
I am the bushland dawning
in the stillness of the morning
I am the sunlit plains
and the mighty river's flow
 
I'm the drought and I'm the flood
I'm the earth and I'm the blood
I'm the breezes ever blowing
where the wild pandanas grow
 
I'm the stockman and the drover
and I've walked this land all over
and I share forgotten secrets
that the wild ones only know
 
I'm the dust of outback trails
I'm the wind that fills the sails
I'm the city and the country
and the first high mountain snow
 
I'm the Murray River flowing
and the cattle softly lowing
I'm the kangaroo and emu
and the sunset's orange glow
 
I'm the Southern Cross at night
the explorer's guiding light
I'm the place that tells the traveller
that it's better to go slow
 
I am Banjo and I'm Lawson
I am Kelly and I'm Mawson
I am the Melbourne Cup
and the Sydney Easter Show
 
I am wild and still untamed
and there's beauty in my name
I am the land Australia
where the lucky people go.
 
December 1999
Townsville (Two verses added while cruising down the Murray River on Proud Mary 2000)
 


Breaker
 
A breaker came our way last eve
with such a tale to tell
that even now I don't believe
although he sold it well
 
He was riding out the back blocks
seeking out a mob
for he'd fallen down on hard times
and couldn't find a job
 
He rode the hills and valleys
and traced the rivers course
looking for the hoof prints
to lead him to a horse
 
He'd heard the local legend
about a yearling mare
of those who tried to catch her
and those who wouldn't dare
 
He worked his life with horses
and thought he knew them well
but now he's having second thoughts
about the mare from hell
 
His tracking skills were tested
unto their very ends
and luck, he sorely pressed it
on luck his life depends
 
Ten days he rode the saddle
ten days he tracked the herd
until at last he cornered them
I'll take him at his word

He swears the horses vanished
except the yearling mare
she turned and then she fixed him
with one unearthly stare
 
His horse just turned and bolted
and threw him to the ground
and then the mare was on him
with one enormous bound
 
She bit him and she kicked him
his body black and blue
she kept on till she'd licked him
he swears that its all true
 
And when at last she'd finished
she vanished in thin air
his broken bones were proof enough
that she had been right there
 
And with his story over
he walked in to the night
and with the coming of the day
we found that he was right
 
They found his body broken up
ten miles away at most
the one we got the story from
had been the breaker's ghost
 
December 1999 Townsville 
 


Bush Verse
 
The shaking shadows waking
through the morning’s misty haze
The morning bright with dappled light
that heralds summer days
 
And on the far horizon
the hills are burnished gold
Where now as for a million years
another day unfolds
 
The gum trees by the river bed
stand reaching for the sky
And somewhere in the distance
a mournful curlew cries
 
All about, the endless plain
grows warm with morning sun
Where spinifex and grass trees grow
where roo and emu run
 
No rain clouds in the distance
to soak the cracked red earth
To wash the ants from bleached white bones
to help the land give birth
 
No raindrops fall from heaven
It hasn’t rained for years
And all that man has left behind
is blood, and sweat, and tears
 
For those who came to tame her
departed long ago
Dreams buried deep by desert sands
that never cease to blow
 
Dawn drifts into morning
then into afternoon
And day gives way again to night
to greet the rising moon
 
The cycle goes unbroken
from year to passing year
Land sleeping and unwoken
To rise and reappear
  


Bushy
 
Its ten miles as the crow flies
from here to billabong
And that's where I will have a blow
back out where I belong

It's been a while since I've been bushed
or swapped yarns with a dag
Or been out duffing clean skins
Or slept upon my swag

I've diced my city job at last
They said I dragged the chain
by hiding in the dunny
when I ever felt the strain

I'm happy now as Larry was
I've lobbed back in the bush
I'm waltzing my matilda
and life is pretty cush

Now city life was on the nose
with ratbags drinking plonk
Galahs in cars with blaring horns
that honk and honk and honk

I'm taking Shank's pony
before I have a spell
and get back to hard yakka
by sinking bores and wells

Out beyond the black stump
where blowies never tire
and boiling up me billy
upon a bonza fire

I'll always be a bushy
who's dying to shoot through
I'll have a gig around the bend
and rarely have a blue

I'll get stuck into life again
away from city smoke
wandering the outback trails
a very happy bloke
 
May 2000 Mackay
 


Cattle Dog

The old cattle dog
lying under the shed
Fidgets as dreams
go around in his head

His weary old bones
are now stiff and sore
but he dreams of a time
when he welcomed his chores

Leaping and nipping
and pushing the herd
He'd act on command
at his master's word

He dreams of long days
beneath the warm sun
and remembers the joy
of a real flat-out run

His master was hard
but never unfair
and reward for success
was a ruffle of hair

But the boss has retired
and there's no farming now
No sheep and no cattle
no tractor or plough

But the old dog still dreams
of happier days
When he worked in the fields
and he slept in the hay

His spirit still yearns
to 'Get round!' or 'Get Back!'
and to follow the tractor
back home down the track

But now he's worn out
and he gets some odd looks
as he limps round the yard
and rounds up the chooks

For a working dog works
'till his last day is done
and his ghost hits the fields
at a real flat-out run

 June 2000 Mackay
 


City Dreams
 
The bright lights of the city
Have lured me away
From bushland plains and mulga scrub
from plains of rich red clay
 
Away from the serenity
to noise and toil and strife
To pay the bills and cure the ills
of living city life
 
Into a world of buildings
and people crowded round
of cars and fumes and airplanes
a world of ceaseless sound
 
I long to take my swag again
into the far outback
To walk the trails and feel again
the sun upon my back
 
To make camp by a billabong
cook dinner by a fire
Lie back and see the stars at night
then silently retire
 
But here I sit beside a screen
a keyboard and a phone
My time belongs to someone else
my life is not my own
 
Down below the city sprawls
around and out of sight
But in my mind I'm wandering
my fantasies take flight
 
And once again I'm on the road
not knowing where I'm bound
I'm off into the wilderness
somewhere I can't be found

August 1999 Darwin
 


Cocky
 
Like my father before me
I work on the land
and I help feed a nation from sunlight and sand
 
I've seen the bush burn
and I've seen the land flood
So I give it my all with my sweat and my blood
 
I've seen the world change
as I've seen the sun rise
and I've seen my stock die right in front of my eyes
 
I've watched while my neighbours
walk away from their land
and the city folk care but they don't understand
 
Six generations
have toiled on this earth
the land of our dreams, the land of our birth
 
The land that we work
is what makes us whole
To just walk away is like losing our soul
 
My son's in the city
there's no future here
and my wife works in town for there's more bills to clear
 
I've seen how our town
has started to die
No bank and no doctor, not hard to see why
 
Pollies fly in
and then out the same day
Like sheep or like donkeys they bleat and they bray
 
When election time comes
they promise the earth
but their promises have neither substance or worth
 
So when the last farmer
walks off of the land
When you import your food, maybe you'll understand
 
When all we have now
is taken away
You'd better believe that you're all going to pay
 
February 2000 Townsville
 


Old Halls Creek
 
The red dust road that leads from town
and back into the range
was traveled once by hardy souls
to whom this land was strange
 
They came to Old Halls Creek to dig
to pan the streams for gold
they came with dreams of striking rich
of wealth as yet untold
 
All they owned they carried in
from ports along the coast
Picks and spades and billy tins
and flour from trading posts
 
By foot, by mule, by cart and horse
they flooded into town
but many fell along the way
to crocs, to thirst or sometimes drowned
 
Some struck it rich, some just survived
some left and some returned
In all who crossed the barren hills
a lust for gold ore burned
 
And all at once the gold ran out
the town began to die
The diggings all stood silent
beneath a cloudless sky
 
Years came and went but little changed
beneath the burning sun
until at last the road was sealed
and change began to come
 
But even now the old dirt road
will lead you back in time
to ruins down beside a creek
where miners lived and died
 
September 1998 Halls Creek
 


Darcy
 
A strapping young stockman
rode in from the hills
his face was all twisted with pain
Out mustering cattle, he'd taken a spill
but he climbed on his horse once again
 
For two days and nights
he rode for The Creek
his only hope lay in the town
His spirit was strong but his body was weak
but he didn't give up and lie down
 
He made it at last
to the post office there
the Post Master brought him inside
He rested a while on a post office chair
while he told of the pain in his side
 
The telegraph line
to Derby ran out
The Post Master tapped at the key
The reply soon came back
'There's no doctor here
and no body else we can see.'
 
The call went to Perth
Doctor Holland replied
'You'll fix up young Darcy right there'
So they gave him some whiskey
and opened him up
after strapping his arms to a chair
 
The telegraph tapped
as the Post Master cut
The sweat trickled down in his eyes
He fixed up the problem in poor Darcy's gut
not balked by the young stockman's cries
 
The doctor came north
on the very next ship
and hoped that he'd get there in time
but malaria struck, and young Darcy did slip
and that was the end of the line
 
And then back in Perth
when Holland met Flynn
he said that he wished that he'd flown
The idea took hold, and grew from within
and from that a great service has grown
 
* * * *
 
Now through out the outback
the Flying Doctor tends
the sick and injured people waiting there
But few have heard the story
about Darcy and his friends
How he died too many miles from proper care
 
So spare a thought for Darcy
and his lonely little grave
For those who tried to save him
and the path they sought to pave
 
June 2000 Rockhampton
Darcy's grave can still be seen in the little grave yard out at Old Halls Creek.
 


Eagle
 
On golden wings the eagle soars
above the gibber plain
cries echo off sheer canyon walls
throughout its high domain
 
Where weathered red rock towers stand
against a deep blue sky
the raptor glides on silent wings
and calls its lonely cry
 
Saltbush, gums and termite mounds
stretch on and out of sight
No poles or lines or coated wires
restrict the great birds flight
 
Wheeling high in thermals
no need to flap its wings
for he who hunts with beak and claw
is lord of many things
 
There on some far horizon
where heat haze melts the sky
where time has lost its meaning
an eagle soars on high

September 1998 Halls Creek
 


Eddie
 
Black man dreams in the great south land
rich red earth where the coolabah stands
Dreamtime laws and wandering tribes
cared for the land where the bilby once thrived
 
Walkabout wandering, travelling far
follow the food, watching the stars
Pass down the knowledge father to son
mother to daughter since time had begun
 
Season on season, year upon year
living in freedom with nothing to fear
Everything changed when the white fella came
New laws new diseases, now nothing's the same
 
The land had no people said white fellas’ law
but black man resisted to even the score
But nothing prepared them for bullets and guns
The battle was over before it begun
 
Once standing tall, alone in this land
the black man was broken by white mans’ demands
His pride and his country were taken away
and stolen black children were lost and betrayed
 
The churchmen descended intent on reform
To civilize black man and make him conform
But civilization was all in their heads
and countless black mothers still mourned for their dead
 
The lies and deception were turned into laws
and lubras were taken and made white mans’ whores
And so it continued and nothing was done
The ‘civilized’ white man stood tall in the sun
 
For two hundred years the black man was robbed
Treated less than a human and worse than a dog
And finally one man said enough is enough
my people have suffered and still have it tough
 
A man they call Mabo showed white men the way
to make a down payment on debts to repay.
  
September 1998 Halls Creek
 


Fishing
 
Hooks and lures and fishing line, an eight foot throwing net
The sea is calm, the weather fine, there’s challenge to be met
Bait fish schools along the rocks dart frantically away
mesh descends on heavy weights to trap unwary prey
 
A baited hook is set and cast, the line is brought in taught
time like water trickles past, the battle still un-fought
The sun beats down on golden sand, the waves lap at the shore
the rod is passed from hand to hand as shoulders become sore
 
Nibblers tease and rip the bait but miss the gleaming hook
larger fish show here and there but only seem to look
Then all at once the sea explodes with one almighty flash
a heavy pull and line reels off, a headlong racing dash
 
Leaping twisting running deep the line pays off the reel
excitement builds and tension mounts, the fishes’ fate is sealed
Pumping rod and straining arms bring colour to the top
but once again the fish will run, it seems to never stop
 
An hour or more of reeling in, the fish begins to tire
arms and neck and shoulders burn and feel like they’re on fire
The battle nearly over now the fish comes closer in
at last you have it in your hand, how sweet it is to win
 
Looking down at shining scales of silver black and blue
the streamlined body glistens with the light of every hue
with mouth agape and staring eyes the fish begins to gasp
the hook is pulled, the fish reacts, falling from your grasp
 
Back into the sea once more, it slowly swims away
maybe to get hooked again and fight another day
A flick of tail and flash of scale it vanishes from sight
You long to hook it up again and recommence the fight.
 


East of Nowhere
 
Somewhere east of nowhere
stands a rust encrusted shed
In a paddock full of weeds
by a tumbledown homestead
 
A windmill goes on turning
though the bore has long run dry
and the fence posts are still standing
where the bones of cattle lie
 
Here a man once fed his family
Here a wife once made a home
and children grew to adulthood
on land they called their own
 
Lying round the paddock
are reminders of their lives
A wagon wheel, a broken toy
some rusted skinning knives
 
The corrugated shearing shed
where ringers walked like lords
Is cluttered now with tumbleweeds
and termite ridden boards
 
No clue remains to tell us
of their fate or where they are
just a tumbledown old homestead
somewhere east of Marble Bar
 
August 1999 Darwin 
 


Lost At Sea
 
The day dawns hot and heavy
clouds fill the western sky
The breeze is strong and steady
and hope is running dry
 
Far out on the ocean
beyond the sight of land
Storm winds whip white horses
Seeds of destruction fanned
 
Clouds turn in to thunderheads
as trawlers run for home
the wind gnaws on their rigging
as a dog chews on a bone
 
Fate selects unlucky souls
who stayed too long at sea
and only gulls will hear their cries
when they face eternity
 
The waves rise ever higher
the engines race then groan
and then in desperation
care to the wind is thrown
 
A towering wall of water
rises up behind
and searchers seeking shipmates
no trace will ever find
 
It happens in an instant
that seems to last all night
and those who struggle briefly
will soon give up the fight
 
Down in to green waters
to Neptune's sweet embrace
Sailors far from home now find
their final resting place
 
And soon the storm is over
and word like wildfire spreads
and wives and sons and daughters
start mourning for their dead
 
Such is the lot of seamen
who ride the ocean waves
Some whose lives are forfeit
and some whose lives are saved.
 
May 2000 Mackay 
 


Murphy's Rules
 
When everything seems peaceful
and all is going well
you'll find out that Murphy's rules
will grab you like a spell
 
When you build your money up
a bundle in the bank
and trouble strikes at every turn
then you'll know who to thank
 
The car you just had serviced
is spewing smoke and oil
the fridge just out of warranty
now watch that good food spoil
 
Just when you least expect it
Old Murphy will appear
He's cruel enough to make you spill
your last mouthful of beer
 
At every turn he's waiting
until you think you're safe
the shoes that fit well yesterday
today will make you chafe
 
Your wallet's in your pocket
at least that's what you think
until its time to pay the bill
then feel your light heart sink
 
You glide along life's easy way
it's such an easy dance
Until old Murphy comes along
and kicks you in the pants
 


Progress
 
Cattle trucks drive highways now
where drovers once held sway
Heavy rigs of chrome and steel
replaced the horse and dray
 
Gravel tracks of rich red earth
that rambled near and far
Have disappeared forever
‘neath miles of hot black tar
 
The billabong by shady gums
stands empty cracked and dry
The thirst of modern farms it seems
lets river systems die
 
The campfires of the cattle men
that used to dot the plains
No longer flicker in the night
no sign of them remains
 
Bush ballads sing of sweeping plains
where brumbys still run free
Of wild unharnessed rivers
and clear inviting seas
 
But brumbys fall as feral pests
the rivers drained and dry
The sea is choked with sewage
where fish and sea grass die
 
As the romance of the outback
begins to fade away
We learn that progress has a price
we’ve all been forced to pay.

It doesn't rain much here
(an ode to Denham)
 
It hadn't rained in fifty years
or so the story goes
Thirsts were big and droughts were long
out where the east wind blows
 
Skies were blue from year to year
with not a drop of rain
and if a cloud should hide the sun
'twould soon be out again
 
And so we rumbled in to town
expecting naught but sun
'Oh never mind' the locals said
'The rain has just begun.'
 
'The sun will soon be out' they said
'It doesn't rain much here'
'It won't be long before the sky
is blue and crystal clear'
 
We waited and we waited
while rain came tumbling down
It rained, it poured, it drizzled
until we thought we'd drown
 
The waters started rising
in rivers far and near
'But never mind' the locals said
'It doesn't rain much here'
 
A torrent fell from heaven
all night and then all day
and pretty soon we thought that we
would all get washed away
 
'Oh never mind' the locals said
'it doesn't rain much here'
but buildings all around us
began to disappear
 
The rain just kept on falling
'till we could scarcely hear
the locals from the roof tops say
'It doesn't rain much here.'
  
September 1999 Townsville
 


Living River
 
The journey starts on high plateau
From spring fed stream or melted snow
where shining silver waters flow
to rivers far away
 
From hills from range from mountain top
the tumbling waters never stop
A waterfall, a headlong drop
to pools so far below
 
In deep green pools below the falls
then on through towering canyon walls
to where the river floodplain sprawls
and on into the sea
 
From little streams to river's bend
just like our lives the rivers wend
from journeys start to journeys end
and places far away

August 1999 Darwin
 
Sport
 
The Aussies are a weird mob
when it comes down to sport
A national mad obsession
and like religion taught
 
Almost from the day they're born
the kids are taught the rules
to kick or hit or throw a ball
or else end up like fools
 
There's little league and juniors
there's senior's and pros
While in the stands the crazy fans
are apt to come to blows
 
There's shouting Norm on telly
who screams for all he's worth
with all the noise he's making
you'd think he's giving birth
 
And then of course there's Daryl
who just about explodes
He yells his silly head off
as vee eights hit the roads
 
It's footy, golf and cricket
on TV all weekend
Enough to drive the likes of me
completely round the bend
 
A panel full of 'has beens'
re-tell the days events
They've always got so much to say
but don't make any sense
 
And then of course there's tennis
and league and union too
So if you're not a sports fan
Australia's not for you
 
While all the nation's heroes
are ace with bat and ball
those with half a brain it seems
get no regard at all
 
And here come the Olympics
a massive overdose
of screaming mass hysteria
is getting very close
 
I think I'll take myself away
until the games are gone
and sit me down and find a book
to concentrate upon
 
I'll sit out in the back blocks
where everything's the same
until it catches up with me
that damned Olympic flame
 
June 2000 Calliope
 


The Things I'd Do
 
I'd love a sunburned country
but that's been done before
And Clancy of the Overflow
is nothing but a bore
 
The man from Snowy River
riding wild and free
isn't nearly tough enough
for new age blokes like me
 
I'd be off to Iron Bark
but they might cut my throat
and I'd Waltzing Matilda
if I could hold a note
 
I'd hump my swag to anywhere
or join the polo club
I'd pass the black stump many times
and camp out in the scrub
 
I'd shear a sheep and rope a bull
or pan a stream for gold
I'd write the best bush ballad
that ever has been told
 
I'd go to Tumbarumba
to see the kangaroos
who thanks to all the shooting
now live in ones and twos
 
I'd catch a barramundi
and wrestle with a croc
I'd be as game as Kelly
and even climb The Rock
 
There'd be so many coves around
to watch my daring deeds
That I'd be rich and famous
most likely to succeed
 
I'd pat the dog that sits upon
that well known tucker box
I'd be as smart as sixpence
and cunning as a fox
 
I'd find a pub without a beer
and ride the Melbourne Cup
If I could get myself in gear
and get my courage up
 
 September 1999 Townsville
 


Toorak Taxis
 
There's a load of Toorak taxis
headin' for the back o' Bourke
taken out by city cowboys
going west to "make 'em work"
 
The follow one another
like a herd of bloody sheep
The things they say about the bush
would make a swaggie weep
 
They're loaded up with camping gear
and bucket loads of beer
But ask 'em if they've got a spade
they seem to go all queer
 
They tear along the dusty trail
without a thought or care
Until they get a second flat
without another spare
 
Driving on the unsealed road
they never stop for rain
They chew it up so no one else
can use the track again
 
They camp right by the river
and lather up with soap
To leave the campsite fresh and clean
is just too much to hope

Unprepared and uninformed
they're heading off out back
Making lists of all they need
but then forget to pack
 
Their stereos are blasting
for all the world to hear
the wildlife flees in terror
whenever they appear
 
Some noisy thoughtless people
who spoil it for the rest
are flattening the bush again
somewhere off out west
 
Their shiny brand new four wheel drives
without a scratch or dent
come home a little worse for wear
and looking rather bent
 
So when you see them coming
you'd best be on your way
and like the roo keep running
until they're far away.
 
July 2000 Brisbane 
 

 

For Weary
 
Come and see the sunshine coast
where Aussies aim to please
Forget about the war they say
don't blame the Japanese
 
But I remember Singapore
Malaya and Bataan
I can't forget, I won't forgive
though others say they can
 
They marched us off in long thin lines
into the jungle deep
For many men this dreadful march
would see their final sleep
 
So many died along the way
from beatings and neglect
and even worse things were in store
that none could then expect
 
In camps along a track we toiled
in rain and mud and heat
and though they beat and starved us
we never knew defeat
 
Men like Weary saw us through
and kept our hopes alive
They stood up to our gaolers
and managed to survive
 
Though many times they tried to break
his spirit and his pride
They never put the fire out
that always burned inside
 
They tied his arms around a tree
about to run him through
'My thoughts I will not share' said he
'with thugs the like of you.'
 
And when at last we re-emerged
from darkness to the sun
We finally believed that we
had fought the fight and won
 
We didn't know we'd be sold out
for profits and for greed
and where the Japs had failed in war
in peace they would succeed
 
The land is sold beneath our feet
and with champagne they toast
The power of the mighty yen
that gobbles up our coast
 
In our schools they're learning how
to speak in Japanese
To bow and say 'konichi wah'
and beg on bended knees
 
On Anzac Day the old men march
to honour fallen friends
but while we sell their spirits short
their journey never ends.
 
August 1999 Darwin
This poem was written in honour of all Allied soldiers who suffered as prisoners of war at the hands of the Japanese in World War II and I dedicate it to the memory of my grandfather: Captain Walter George Glasby, O.B.E. Royal Garrison Artillery who fought in and survived the Great War.
 

 

Wildfire
 
December winds blow hot and strong
the winter rains were sparse
The forest floor is tinder dry
the fields devoid of grass
 
The crack of thunder fills the air
and lightning strikes the ground
The hint of rain is everywhere
but not a drop is found
 
All at once a spark takes life
the fire begins to burn
A wildfire racing on a ridge
the wind begins to turn
 
Twigs turned dry by summer sun
now crackle pop and hiss
Flames reach high into the trees
and n'ere a one is missed
 
Wallaby and emu run
and flee the roaring sound
The wombat now cannot escape
his prison under ground
 
As snake and lizard perish
the fire becomes a storm
it rages down the hillside
as fire devils form
 
And all at once as all seems lost
the rain begins to fall
A million drops caress the ground
and quench the fire ball
 
The blackened vegetation
still smolders from the heat
and scenes of devastation
now mark the fire's retreat
 
But soot and rain will nourish
the much depleted earth
Plants once again will flourish
in nature's own rebirth.
 


Southern Cross
 
The Southern Cross will lead me home
if I should ever stray
Its guiding light will help me through
and see me on my way
 
Back to where the wattle blooms
to where the ghost gums sway
To where the sky is red and gold
at closing of the day
 
Back to golden sunlit sands
that shimmer on the beach
Back to where a peaceful life
is not beyond my reach
 
To where the old man emu sits
beneath a shady tree
To where the never ending plain
will set my spirit free
 
Back to where the fields of grain
are ripe beneath the sun
To everlasting summer days
and winter on the run
 
To stand beneath the evening sky
beneath the Southern Cross
Just give me wings and I will fly
before the chance is lost
 


Harry Shute
 
From Christchurch in New Zealand
I sailed for distant shores
I didn’t know my native land
I’d never see no more
 
I went to find my fortune
in far off fields of gold
I headed for the Kimberley
There’s plenty there I’m told
 
I landed up in Derby
three hundred miles away
At night I do the walking
and rest up through the day
 
I’m thinking of my sweetheart
in far off Kiwi land
I carry in my pocket
her diamond wedding band
 
Now the days are getting hotter
and my water’s running dry
If I don’t find a pool I fear
that I am gonna die
 
I’ve searched for gold and found it
but it ain’t much good to eat
It will not give me shelter
nor protect me from the heat
  
For thirty days I’ve waited
with not a sign of rain
The sun has cooked me slowly
‘till I feel that I’m insane
 
So stranger I am writing this
to tell you of may fate
Please send my mum the watch chain
The watch goes to my mate
 
My sweetheart back in Christchurch
should have the diamond ring
You are free to sell the gold
for whatever it may bring
 
I hear the dingoes calling
It’s time for me to go.
Signed ‘Best Regards’ from Harry Shute
Whose name you all now know.
 
NOTE: Harry died after 30 days stranded in the outback. He eventually succumbed to starvation and thirst. The last entry in his pocket book was ‘Mad at last’. His bones, scattered by the dingoes, were finally found and buried. The diamond ring went back to his sweetheart Miss Orr, and the watch to his mate Henry Dove. Harry was just 35.
 
Aug 2000 Brisbane
 


Adams and Flinders
 
Up in old Port Wyndham
back in the early days
at tale is told about two men
who wouldn't mend their ways
 
Adams hated Flinders
they were the town's JPs
They'd love to lock each other up
then throw away the keys
 
One hot and dusty afternoon
while drinking in the pub
insults turned to punches
over some imagined snub
 
Out in to the street they went
with flailing legs and arms
The cops came down and locked them up
before they came to harm
 
Then in the morning sobered up
there was one fact to face
Each would sit in judgment
upon the others case
 
Well Adams was the first to sit
upon the others crime
The gavel fell, the judgment was
a mere five shilling fine
  
Then Flinders turn to sit arrived
He donned his wig and frowned
'There's too much of this thing about
the fine will be ten pounds'
 
We don't how it went from there
or how the story ends
but one thing we can bet for sure
they'd never be good friends
 
Aug 2000 Brisbane
 


The Old Dog
 
At a point where the old road meets the hill
and runs down the other side
There's an old tin shed that's standing, still
and a grave where the old dog died

He surely had seen better days
when our paths chanced to cross
As I lit up a fire and laid out my swag
he got up and wandered across

I could see from the look in the old dog's eye
that his race was almost run
but he sat by my side and offered his paw
So I gave him a pat and a bun

I cooked up some meat and he chewed on a bone
then he rested his head on my swag
We sat and we watched as the stars all came out
and his tail did a slow steady wag

We fell fast asleep and I woke with the sun
to find the old dog passed away
So I gathered him up and I buried him deep
and sadly I went on my way

It was later that morning I stopped at a farm
to ask about work round about
and I happened to see a new litter of pups
one turned and came waddling out

He sat on the ground and he offered his paw
and I saw a strange glint in his eye
Had the old dog returned? Was he telling me now
that I shouldn't be sad that he'd died?

Well I picked him right up and his warm puppy tongue
quickly licked off the tear from my cheek
I couldn't think straight, I was stunned and choked up
and found my knees going all weak

So I bought him right there and I gathered him up
He settled right down in my swag
As I walked down the road I could feel the odd thump
as his tail did a slow steady wag.

Sep 2000 Brisbane 
 


Red Hills
 
Ancient red hills
have no care of my plight
They fade into haze
far beyond mortal sight

Ageless and timeless
their faces are worn
From wind and from rain
their features are born

So silent, so splendid
they shimmer with light
a vision extended
with awe and delight

Where time seems suspended
and change is unknown
the hills stand aloof
over all that we've sown

Our time will have come
and then faded away
but the hills stand unchanged
and unmoved by our stay

So all that we do
through the force of our will
is as nothing at all
to the ancient red hills

And all of our riches
and all of our lust
will crumble away
and be turned into dust

But the hills will remain
ever ageless and strong
ever tied to the land
on which they belong
 
Sep 2000 Brisbane
 


Questions
 
What is the thing we dream of
when we dream about the bush?
Do we dream of open spaces
far removed from city push?
 
Do we dream of cattle lowing
as we slowly ride along?
Do we dream the drover whistles
some old melancholy song?
 
Is it all that we expected
as we gaze on ridges far?
Can we reach our destination
as we chart the pointer star?
 
Can we understand the old ways
of the Aborigine?
Can we see this land through their eyes?
can we set the spirits free?
 
Can we change our ways forever?
Can we make up for the past?
Can we wake up and be clever?
Can we live as one at last?
 
Or is it all a poet's dream
that never can come true?
The answer lies within us all
The answer lies with you

Oct 2000 Brisbane

 

 

Wittenoom
 
A melancholy little town
half dead and half alive
Polluted by a deadly waste
it struggles to survive
 
A mining town where workers came
from here and overseas
They never knew their lives were touched
by fatal lung disease
 
They toiled beneath a clear blue sky
through rains and through the heat
A town in deadly paradise
asbestos on their feet
 
Much later when the men grew sick
and then began to die
The company denied their claims
but knew it was a lie
 
In court they dragged the cases out
until the bitter end
and wives now widows went without
their lovers and their friends
 
The deadly dust lies everywhere
but some still struggle on
The pub is standing empty now
the petrol station gone
 
The miners ghosts are wandering
the silent lonely town
Their spirits haunt the empty streets
that they had once walked down

 

 

The Old Bush Pub
 
The old bush pub has seen some times
I'll wager things were good
When all it was, was sheets of tin
and rough cut planks of wood
 
When cattlemen tied up their steeds
to posts along the street
and spurs adorned the leather boots
upon the drinkers feet
 
When miners trod the dusty trails
in search of fields of gold
and swaggies thirsts were gladly quenched
with beer the bush pub sold
 
When drovers trails all ended here
beneath the old tin roof
and cockys came from miles around
to drink the eighty proof
 
Where granddad, Bob and Salty Bill
all came to yarn and drink
and yellow dogs from local farms
beneath the pub would slink
 
Where dad would stay past closing time
still drinking with his mates
and mum would soon come storming in
'Cos dad was always late
 
Two generations lost to war
once breasted at the bar
and photographs around the walls
remind us who they are
 
What stories these old walls could tell
if they could only speak
But tales stay locked up safe inside
the tin and polished teak
 
Though things have come, and things have gone
and much has changed about
here, mates still get their wallets out
when it's their turn to shout
 
Through drought and flood and fire and rain
the old pub stood the test
and when it all is said and done
the old bush pubs are best

October 2000 Brisbane
 


The Poor Bloody Poet
 
It's a bloody hard life for a poet
the knockabouts think you're a poof
and you can't sell your work for a dollar
You're a dog that can't even go woof!
 
Some people they say that the rhyme's nice
and others the meter they choose
but none of 'em part with their money
It's a bet that you're going to lose
 
But you write and you scratch with your pencil
trying to catch Lawson's prose
You think you're a lot like The Banjo
but really you're quite on the nose
 
You craft up your very best verses
and print them all out neat and nice
By the looks that you get from the printer
you'd think you were carrying lice
 
So you give up on trying for money
your verses now make you just fret
So you write up and bloody good web site
and give 'em away on the net.

October 2000 Brisbane 
 


Piccaninny Dawn
 
In the Piccaninny dawn
when the sun has yet to rise
and the purple shades of night
are still clinging to the sky
 
When the chorus of the birds
comes ringing from the trees
and the waters on the lake
are first rippled by the breeze
 
When the hills still wear the cloak
of the colours of the night
and their tops are touched with gold
in the clear crisp morning light
 
In the Piccaninny dawn
when there's magic in the air
When a brand new day is born
there's a world both rich and rare
 
Then a mighty orange glow
shows the sun is on its way
and the Piccaninny dawn
quickly starts to fade away

October 2000 Coolmunda 
 


Brumby Shoot
 
There's a noise in the bush
where the horses run free
and there's fear in the air
the herd breaks for the trees
 
Skimming over tree tops
the choppers make their run
the noise brings death to brumbys
from the barrel of a gun
 
Somewhere in the city
there's a man who has a yen
to kill off all the brumbys
and he does it with a pen
 
National Parks and Wildlife
have an order to destroy
and men with guns in choppers
are so easy to deploy
 
Six hundred sturdy ponies
whose lives were blown away
are lying in the silent bush
to rot and just decay
 
So much for Aussie legends
and the colt from old regret
'cos once they've all been shot to death
it's easy to forget
 
A hundred years they roamed the bush
but natives they are not
Are Europeans natives too?
are they all being shot?!
 
It's a dirty filthy business
done by stupid little men
The brumby is a noble breed
that we won't see again
 
So put your pen to paper
and raise your voices loud
this never should have happened
and cannot be allowed
 
The butchers and their bloodstained hands
must all be rooted out
The brumbys are a pride and joy
we cannot live without
 
Oct 2000 Dubbo
 
They shot to death 600 brumbys because they lived in a National Park, it's a damn disgrace! If that's what National Parks are all about then as far as I am concerned they can all be closed down.
  


No More Waltzing Matilda
 
When the rivers no longer run free to the sea
and the ocean's not blue the way it should be
when the mountains are strip mined and the land is not free
Then there'll be no more waltzing matilda for me
 
When the brumbys and roos have all been shot out
when the river's polluted and empty of trout
and all we have left are just feelings of doubt
there's no waltzing matilda for me
 
When the rich and the greedy control this great land
and there's nobody left who will give us a hand
when all of our dreams have been buried by sand
there's no waltzing matilda for me
 
When the cockys and drovers have faded away
when we can't raise our hand and we can't have our say
and all we have left is to hope and to pray
no more waltzing matilda you'll see
 
Dec 26 2000 Adelaide
 


Republic
 
There's all sorts of talk in the country today
about a republic and breaking away
While most would agree that it's long overdue
there's need for some care with this kind of review
 
ANZACs and Diggers who fought for the flag
would not want it changed to some colourful rag
and though the way forward may lie in the east
and ties with old England have somewhat decreased
 
We've built on the past, it's what makes us strong
and to throw it away can only be wrong
So look to the future, remember the past
make the change good and make sure that it lasts
 
Don't! let the pollies have it their way
and make sure the people can all have their say
we all have a right our future to choose
make the change work for there's too much to lose
 


The Tree
 
With spreading boughs you shelter me
from sun and wind and rain
Through flood and drought you stand alone
and never once complain
 
Your fruits will feed the hungry birds
you've pollen for the bee
there's nothing else like you on Earth
the tall majestic tree
 
Through out your life the world may change
a dozen times or more
For I may live but eighty years
but you may live ten score
 
And in your spreading branches
how tenderly you hold
a nest of chicks who'll grow and die
while you are not yet old
 
In time you were a sapling
still reaching for the sky
but now you stand a giant
some fifty meters high
 
In your hollows sound asleep
a sugar glider rests
your body shelters many things
all snug within their nests
 
Beetles bugs and borers all
will call your trunk their home
and though you stand above all else
you're never quite alone
 
I gaze at you in wonder
and ponder on your life
you prosper in the good times
and hang on through the strife
 
In all your cloak of brown and green
I know I'll never see
a sight so rich and wonderful
as that in front of me.
  
27/12/2000 Adelaide
 


Big Sky
 
There's a big big sky
and a flat flat land
There's rich red earth
and fine gold sand
 
There's dry river beds
and wandering streams
in a land of hopes
and a land of dreams
 
There's desert and forest
and mountains and more
There's a deep blue sea
round the endless shore
 
From a peaceful river
to a raging flood
this land you'll find
gets in the blood
 
It's station life
and a city street
It's a "G'day Mate"
when good friends meet
 
There's something here
you can't write down
For the spirit lives
within the ground
 
A spirit of time
and a spirit of place
a spirit once gone
that won't be replaced

 


Forty !
 
I'm forty feeling sixty
I'm worn out and worn down
Where once I had a smiling face
I often wear a frown
 
I'm sick and tired of working
the deadly eight to five
slogging through the endless day
to come home half alive
 
My bones are tired and weary
my back is stiff and sore
I'm getting pains in places
that I've never had before
 
Farewell to the days of youth
I've left them far behind
Look forward to senility
and losing half my mind
 
My eyesight's getting dimmer
and my hearing's going too
Don't laugh my friend for in the end
these things will come to you
 
I'm forty feeling sixty
and the world is rushing past
and in the race to claim first place
I'm coming in dead last

11/1/01 Adelaide

Fire Fighting Volunteer
 
He's an ordinary working man
a father or a son
He likes to have a beer at night
when all the work is done
 
He lives out in a country town
and loves the country life
He's part of the community
just like his kids and wife
 
But when the four mile wailer goes
he gets himself in gear
He's proud to be a C.F.A.
fire fighting volunteer
 
In every long hot summer
he's there to heed the call
from new years day to Christmas eve
he must be on the ball
 
In dark of night or burning sun
his life is on the line
The cheerful grin upon his dial
says things should work out fine
 
But in a raging bush fire
whole crews are sometimes lost
and towns saved by the C.F.A.
must reckon with the cost
 
An ordinary working man?
but not like most round here
the backbone of the C.F.A.
fire fighting volunteer

Shipwreck Coast
 
The weathered limestone buttress stands
against the pounding sea
The wind whips through the saltbush
Un-harnessed, fresh, and free
 
The crashing waves assault the rocks
how solid they appear
but wind and waves are patient foes
that never count the years
 
The weathered rock is worn away
though it's an uphill climb
These mighty blocks will wear away
beset by tide and time
 
What a sight my eyes behold
along this rugged shore
where tall ships ran before the wind
and sails from rigging tore
 
Where now the seabirds wheel and dive
in to the briny foam
once shipwrecked souls beheld the cliffs
so far from hearth and home
 
Beheld their awful majesty
in freezing wind and rain
and only but a lucky few
would see their homes again
 
Though many years have passed since then
it comes as no surprise
that when the wind rips through the rocks
you'll hear the sailors cries.

 

I've Seen
 
I've seen the desert bloom with colour
I've seen the red land turn to green
I've seen the sunset's wild abandon
The wide brown land is where I've been
 
I've seen the mountains cloaked in thunder
seen the mighty Fitzroy flow
seen the land they call 'Down Under'
seen the whales that breach and blow
 
I've seen a land of open spaces
Seen the grassland wet with dew
seen a sea of smiling faces
felt the thing they call 'true blue'
 
I've walked a mile upon the footsteps
pioneers trod once before
packed my swag in lonely places
pitched a tent upon the shore
 
I've walked the rim of Wolfe Creek Crater
rode the mighty Murray down
seen the ore they ship by freighter
seen the bridge in Sydney town
 
I've been away to foreign places
seen the world in other parts
but nothing there I've seen replaces
the wide brown land within my heart
 
25/2/01 Adelaide

River Boat
 
Her bones lie near Echuca
on the muddy river bank
she was abandoned by her owners
and down in to the mud she sank
 
Her name has long since vanished
and her upper decking's stripped
there was a time she plied the river
with a cargo to be shipped
 
A proud and sturdy river boat
her master at the wheel
her planking oiled and corked
with a yard beneath her keel
 
Working through the glory days
that the mighty Murray saw
Before the roads and railways
there were river boats galore
 
A mighty inland highway
down from Barmah to the sea
she sailed beneath the branches
of a red gum canopy
 
With her boiler stacked with timber
till she built a head of steam
with her paddle wheels both churning
and her whistles piping scream
 
But today she lies abandoned
and her body now decays
but stop, look again and see her
in those far off glory days

Smell the Flowers
 
In a nursing home somewhere in Sydney
the old man sat and watched the seasons go
and in his eyes I saw a distant memory
of a place and time that he knew long ago
 
With no-one left to come and visit
he sat and dreamed of days gone by
and as he told me of his story
I saw a tear well in his eye
 
"There was a time I was a drover
riding out across the plains
driving mobs up into Townsville
facing drought and flooding rains
 
I saw the best life has to offer
I lived through times forever gone
but now I'm old and long forgotten
these memories still linger on
 
I've seen the blooms of golden wattle
stretching out for miles around
I've felt the chill of cold hard mornings
with winter's frost upon the ground
 
I've ridden high into the mountains
and seen the end of long hot days
ridden out into the back blocks
checking gates and chasing strays
 
I've seen the hand of so-called progress
I've seen the scars upon the land
I long for all that's left behind me
but sand slips quickly through my hand
 
I had a wife, I had a family
but that was many years ago
They all moved on to where I'm heading
and time these days is moving slow"
 
He offered me some words of wisdom
from his life and times gone by
"Stop a while and smell the flowers
give serenity a try"
 
And then his eyes lost all expression
drifting back from where we are
and once again he rode the range land
and gazed upon the ridges far
 
And in my wild and hectic lifestyle
I envy him his days of grace
driving mobs across the country
moving on from place to place
 
So when I can I stop and listen
hear the birds, enjoy their song
I stop a while and smell the flowers
I feel a peace that makes me strong

14/3/01 Adelaide 

Hotter than Hell
 
It's hotter than Hell
and I'm starting to smell
and the temperature's still going up
It's one ten in the shade
and I'm very afraid
that the beer's all run out in my cup
 
The river's run dry
and there's dust and there's flies
some say that we're having a drought
Not a cloud in the skies
and there's dust in my eyes
it's Summer again there's no doubt
 
My thongs have worn thin
there's a tan on my skin
the fans are all going non-stop
There's a swarm round the bin
and some try to get in
but the fly spray I've got makes 'em drop
 
Yes it's Summer all right
and the sun's got a bite
we slap on our sunscreen and hats
With the coming of night
it must look quite a sight
when we sleep in the yard with the cats
 
Sure it's hot and it's dry
and we're all going to fry
but it's bright and it's sunny as well
down the beach we all fly
with a gleam in our eye
who cares if it's hotter than Hell?

Tracks Upon The Sand
 
Down along the beach
just above high water mark
there are tracks upon the sand
underneath the stringy bark
 
Traces of the creatures
that came here in the night
but tracks upon the sand
are all there is come morning light
 
Be it kangaroo or lizard
be it frog, or bird or snake
They leave their tracks upon the sand
for us to see when we awake
 
What stories would unfold
if we could only read the signs
of those tracks upon the sand
all the patterns and the lines
 
The wind and rain will blur
and soon will then erase
all the tracks upon the sand
until new ones take their place
 
15/10/01 @ Heron Point

When I die
 
Carry me back to the bush when I die
It's there that I always could rest
Bury me deep in the desert's red earth
on a dry river bank in the west
 
Take me back home to the stock camp
out on the endless red plain
Let my soul know the peace and the quiet
of my home in the bush once again
 
Don't pray as you lower me under
just say a few words from a bard
With Banjo's sweet verse to see me away
the journey won't then be so hard
 
And though I'll not hear the calls of the birds
or feel the wind gust in the trees
My spirit will soar out over the plain
and there I will always be free.
 
15/10/01 Perth 

The Legend of the Kelly Gang
 
Transported to the colonies, caught out at stealing pigs
Ned's father Red was banished from the land of Irish jigs
Ned grew up the hard way, a life of petty crime
at sixteen years, for horse theft, he did three years hard time
 
His brother Dan was wanted, Fitzpatrick tracked him down
But Ned he shot Fitzpatrick then Ned and Dan left town
Their mother carted off to gaol her sons now wanted men
A hundred pounds reward was set, they'd not be free again
 
Up in their mountain hideaway they joined with Byrne and Hart
the legend of the Kelly Gang would blow the bush apart
They battled with three troopers who tried to capture Ned
and when the shooting ended three troopers all lay dead
 
Two thousand pounds upon their heads their spirits never sank
they planned a raid to snub the cops and took Euroa bank
Informer Aaron Sherritt had tried to shop the gang
but when Joe Byrne caught up with him the sound of gunfire rang
 
The Kelly Gang grew bolder, then they took Jerilderie
Three days they held the townsfolk before they set them free
Eight thousand pounds was offered and their time was running out
The Kelly's took Glenrowan and called the troopers out
 
An ambush set to catch the train, a tip off foiled the plan
The troopers bailed the Kellys up, the final act began
For seven hours the battle raged around the old hotel
Ned Kelly clad in armour plate but all his comrades fell
 
Shot, and shot, and shot again, "I'm done for now" he said
the sound of gunfire drifts away, five people now lie dead
Ned's wounds did not prove fatal so he went to Melbourne Gaol
the public called for clemency, an effort bound to fail
 
At twenty five Ned Kelly swung upon the hangman's rope
"Ah such is life" his final words, he knew he had no hope
Down through the years the story grows, an outlaw bound to hang
defiance born of poverty, that was the Kelly Gang
 
26/10/01  Heron Point 

Let's Kill Blinky Bill
 
The kangaroos are breeding up
there's emus everywhere
The dingoes eat the farmers sheep
and snakes give us a scare
 
There's camels and there's donkeys
there's buffalo and pigs
but worst of all is Blinky Bill
turns gum trees into twigs
 
We've cut down all their forests
and fenced off all the trees
and brought a bunch of rabbits in
and then gave them all disease
 
We bred up hordes of cane toads
to eat the beetles up
and now we find that Blinky Bill
on gum leaves likes to sup!
 
An evil little creature
that sits up in the trees
Don't let that cute face fool you
his hide is full of fleas
 
There's only one solution
to deal with Blinky Bill
we'll go out and we'll shoot him
he 'aint too hard to kill
 
Twenty thousand fuzzy bears
we'll blow them all away
That's how Parks and Wildlife
protects the bush today
 
Of all our native fauna
the easiest to kill
the poor old sad koala
Goodbye Blinky Bill
 
31/10/01 Perth
NPWS South Australia wants to slaughter 20,000 koalas on Kangaroo Island, so far the SA Government has resisted this mad plan. Why not just re-locate the koalas to the mainland??? 

The Tide
 
The tide is ever changing
the water ebbs and flows
in steady pulsing rhythm
the water comes and goes
 
Morning sees the sandbanks
exposed beneath the sky
The waters have receded
to leave the shoreline dry
 
Wading birds come searching
for buried worms and shells
Beneath the mangrove's spreading roots
is where the mud crab dwells
 
Skippers from their burrows
come out to sieve the mud
and fiddler crabs are waving
their claws as red as blood
 
The sun now bakes the burning sand
above low water mark
and driftwood lying on the beach
is shedding strips of bark
 
It seems without a warning
the waters start to turn
and soon the sand that lies so still
beneath the waves will churn
 
The sandbank's wet with water
as the waves begin to rise
The crabs now rush to bury in
exposing just their eyes
 
Shoals of fish come searching
for creatures that have died
stranded on the sandbanks
the victims of the tide
 
The tide is ever changing
but always stays the same
the pull between the land and sea
in nature's endless game
 
30/12/01 @ Gooralong 

I Fell in Love
 
I fell in love with a lady
who's as firm as she's soft as she's strong
There's times when she's quite a hard mistress
but with body and soul I belong
 
She grants me my hopes and desires
She answers my dreams and my prayers
She asks that I treat her with kindness
All she wants is just someone that cares
 
There's times when she burns like a furnace
and times when she's cold like the moon
Her voice is the birds always singing
the sweetest of nature's sweet tunes
 
Her heart is as big as the outback
her spirit as strong as the trees
Her name whispers slowly and softly
on the gentlest of Summer's sweet breeze
 
She's young and she's fresh and forgiving
but she's older and wiser than time
So much more than is here on this paper
in this poor poets musing and rhyme
 
For the lady I love is Australia
and I offer these words as my praise
From the city's great sprawl to the desert
I'm hers to the end of my days
 
Feb 3rd 2002 Perth

For the Bush Balladeers
 
When we look back at the days long gone by
are we looking for all that we've lost?
Are the things that we seek somehow lost to the eye?
Are we poorer for counting the cost?
 
In the eyes of the settlers we see this great land
and we feel the great promise she had
When we see how the cities have covered the sand
does it make us feel angry or sad?
 
When we hear of the tales of the drovers and such
Can we ever know just how things were?
When the outback was distant but mattered so much
and when travel meant horses and spurs
 
The bards tell us tales of the bush and its men
who they met as they travelled about
They stir in our hearts all the romance again
of a time that seemed free from all doubt
 
In the writings of men who were there at the time
we can live and re-live the old days
In the pulse of their meter, the charm of their rhyme
we can touch on their lives and their ways
 
So here's to the poets, the Bush Balladeers
who gave us these treasures to hold
Who told us the tales of the first pioneers
with words much more precious than gold
 
6/3/02 Perth
A tribute to Banjo Paterson and Henry Lawson.

A Day by the Sea
 
Have you ever felt the magic
when you're standing by the sea?
The rise and fall of ocean swells
Sublime serenity
 
In the morning's salty air
the working boats leave port
and anglers keen on fishy fare
go looking for some sport
 
The seabirds wheel and flap and cry
as dawn breaks overhead
but all these sights and sounds are lost
to those still tucked in bed
 
The tinkling of the rigging
of the yachts out on the bay
 a gentle way of waking
in the first new light of day
 
The morning sun comes peeping through
a drifting bank of cloud
and on the beach, so empty now
will come a bustling crowd
 
The small boats now all set to sea
their sails so clean and bright
they jibe and tack across the wind
on which they seem so light
 
The afternoon now still and warm
there's naught but time to pass
the racing yachts all sit becalmed
upon a sea of glass
 
With evening come the twinkling lights
from far across the bay
a gentle breeze to cool the land
the closing of the day
 
Until tomorrow's light breaks through
I bid the sea 'farewell'
But in my dreams I fall asleep
upon the ocean swell.
 
21/4/2 Mangles Bay 

Gentle Giants of the Sea
 
'Thar she blows!' the cry goes up
a breaching whale is seen
The longboat's manned and low'red
the lookout's eyes were keen
 
The hunt begins, the whalers chant
the oarsmen strain and pull
The whaling ship won't turn for port
'til her holds are full
 
The boat seems small, the men seem weak
beside the mighty whale
but it's gentle nature seals it's fate
the harpoon never fails
 
The sea is churned to bloody red
the whale takes hours to die
but no-one there bemoans its fate
no tears in whaler's eyes
 
The killing done the mighty beast
is cut and torn apart
It's oil and perfume that combine
to still the giant's heart
 
The days of sail soon fade away
a spear becomes a gun
now gas is used to float the beast
when all the killing's done
 
Just when it seems that all is lost
that all the whales will die
the world begins to count the cost
of slaughter, greed and lies
 
The gentle giants of the sea
are saved from death and pain
We never should have hunted them
and never should again
 
To see them float with lazy grace
to spout and roll and dive
To touch their calves, a fluke's embrace
be glad they're still alive
 
It's very hard to understand
why some still want to kill
Their claims of scientific culls
are lies that make me ill
 
Let's let the gentle giants live
in peace beneath the waves
for once they do it's more than whales
that we will then have saved
 
5/6/2 Esperance.
 
Japan, Russia and Iceland condemn themselves for their continuing desire to slaughter these magnificent creatures. Please support all efforts to ban whaling through-out the world's oceans.

The Long Paddock (The ghosts of Cobb & Co.)
 
The stockmen know a run of sorts
they use when times are tough
a place where they go droving still
when rains don't come enough
 
They pack their swags and billys up
their dogs and horses tend
They move their flocks beside the road
its lonely path they wend
 
From Hay on up to Cobar
across the black soil plains
the only time they hope like hell
there isn't any rain
 
At night in camp they whisper
of sights and sounds so strange
They've seen the ghosts of Cobb & Co.
pass by across the range
 
They've heard the whips a cracking
as the ghostly stage rolls on
They've heard the phantom horses neigh
They're here at once, then gone
 
But then it's Bourke and Queensland
in search of pastures green
and then in time they turn their heads
back down the way they've been
  
And every night they break the march
to rest and set up camp
and every morning starts the same
with swags and blankets damp
 
Along the track they move the sheep
to keep them from the drought
and tales in camp on lonely nights
are often passed about
 
The drovers all will tell the tale
in tones so hushed and low
of how they've seen on darkest nights
the lights of Cobb & Co.
 
Eden Valley July 2002

Spring in the Hills
 
 The grays and browns of winter are still clinging to the hills
and a chilly wind is whipping round my knees
but there are some subtle changes like the flowers by the brook
and the coats of green returning to the trees
 
In the valley all the vines are being clipped and tidied up
in the hills the cattle graze on pastures green
There's a dropping of the levels in the creeks and in the brooks
and a feeling that the air is fresh and clean
 
The days grow slightly longer and the sun starts feeling warm
the beat of life grows stronger by the day
the fields all covered deeply by the quickly growing grass
that the summer sun will dry and turn to hay
 
The perfumes of the blossoms filter through the morning air
and the birds all gather items for their nest
now that Winter's slowly ending there's an urgency about
no time to sit and contemplate or rest
 
The golden yellow wattle is a sight to please the eye
the bees all crowd around its yellow cloak
but in the air through out the hills there's still a chill about
and wafting on the breeze the smell of smoke
 
As we say farewell to Winter and we greet the coming Spring
we look forward to the sun of Summer days
but we know the cycle turns again as Autumn comes around
and turns the bright blue sky again to gray
 
August 2002 Eden Valley

The Old Hat
 
I was taking a walk one day by a creek
just out in the bush for a stroll
when I found by the track an old battered hat
all curled up and left in a roll
 
I looked at the brim, all tattered and torn
I looked at the crown full of holes
I saw some old burn marks around at the back
from jumping red campfire coals
 
I wondered who wore out the tattered old thing
why they left it out here in the end
Were they sorry to leave it alone by the track
was it somehow like leaving a friend?
 
I straightened it out as best as I could
and knocked off the dust from the top
I wanted to try it for fit and for size
but something I felt made me stop
 
And inside the headband I found an old note
all scribbled and rumpled and torn
It told of the owner alone in his grave
and asked that the hat not be worn
 
The battered old hat had done its job well
it had sheltered from heat and from rain
its working life over it needed to rest
so I set it back down once again
 
As I walked off alone I saw in my mind
the hat and its owner out west
droving the cattle or shearing the sheep
or riding alone on a crest
 
I smiled at the thoughts that had come to my mind
I was turning, about to walk on
when I twisted around for one final look
but I found that the old hat had gone
 
Maybe its owner had missed his old mate
that he valued in life like a friend
just maybe somewhere out there to the west
they were riding the range land again
 
July 2002 Eden Valley   

Land of Contrast
 
I've sat atop the Great Bight cliffs
in the teeth of a howling gale
I've sat and watched in sunlit seas
the mighty southern whale
 
A country full of contrasts waits
for those who care to start
to seek her azure oceans
and walk through her red heart
 
From little towns that linger still
when all but hope is gone
to city streets and office blocks
where 'burbs go on and on
 
The river lands of fruit trees
the valleys strung with vines
The snowy mountain high lands
and stands of native pines
 
The sprawling desert wilderness
a dry as dry can be
The mighty eastern ranges where
the wedge tail still soars free
 
The boabs fat and naked
with the coming of the dry
no clouds about to hide the sun
that passes through the sky
 
Then with the monsoon comes a time
of clouds and floods and rain
and when the winds blow strong enough
there comes the hurricane
 
I've travelled round this country now
from deserts to the sea
and now I know the meaning of
"the wide brown land for me."
 
August 2002 Eden Valley 

Bloody Red Dust
 
Up your bum and in your eyes
how that bloody red dust flies
 
Up your nose and down your throat
gives everything a nice red coat
 
In your hair, between your teeth
it is a force beyond belief
 
Every crack and crevice found
It's in the air and on the ground
 
A willy willy rises high
a red dust devil in the sky
 
The choking cloud's a bloody pain
when stuck behind the tenth road train
 
When beads of sweat to rivers form
it's red dust time and boy it's warm!
 
I see it now the red dust cloud
it coats me like a bloody shroud
 
I'm praying for a drop of rain
to wash that dust away again
 
November 2002 Adelaide

Just Another Breakdown
 
It's just another breakdown
just like the one before
the time the piston threw a rod
and came up through the floor
 
It's just another breakdown
the engine's leaking oil
The radiator coolant's gone
how fast it seemed to boil
 
It's just another breakdown
the revs are fading fast
the lights are out the brakes are gone
my life is flashing past
 
It's just another breakdown
we're miles and miles from town
I don't know how the hell to smile
I sure know how to frown
 
It's just another breakdown
I'd like to burn the bus
but if I did we'd have no home
to house and shelter us
 
It's just another breakdown
but help is on it's way
we went the wrong way up the road
and called the R A A
 
It's just another breakdown
bur Graham's fixed the bus
I wonder if he'd like to come
away and follow us?
 
It's just another breakdown
for us to leave behind
next time I have a breakdown please
just let it be my mind!
 
Coober Pedy Nov 2002
 
Dedicated to Harry and Graham from the Pimba RAA and Spuds Roadhouse.

The Women of the West
 
There's tales about the drover
 The Swaggy, Cops and such
but of the women pioneers
you don't hear overmuch
 
The ones who came with nothing
but the clothes upon their back
who faced the rugged wilderness
in bush blocks up the track
 
From Ireland and from England's slums
some convict, some were free
they came, these women pioneers
from far across the sea
 
They rode and shot and mustered
they learned to crack the whip
and many things they never dreamed
when they first boarded ship
 
In shacks and little shanties
they were mother, cook and wife
they opened up the outback
as they shared the squatter's life
 
Courageous, strong and hardy
they faced the drought and rain
they helped their husbands build a home
out on the gibber plain
 
Just like the men who worked the land
they gave it all their best
they wore the title proudly of
'The Women of the West'.

 

Kangaroo Feathers
 
Kangaroo feathers and emu's teeth
I'll spin you a yarn just beyond belief
Where the sun comes up on the Coolabah
and a right old turkey's just a big galah
 
Where the rivers run but they're upside down
an' yer back t' front if you like the town
I'll tell a tale that makes no sense
where there's dogs both sides of the dog proof fence
 
Where there's not a shark for a hundred mile
for they've all bin et by the crocodile
I'll show you a place not far away
where the dry plains swim in the light of day
 
Come right along and I'll show you now
where the ground's so hard it'll blunt a plough
Where there's too much sun or too much rain
and the heat does odd things to your brain
 
Come stand a while 'neath the boab tree
with its big fat trunk it's a sight to see
Where there's birds that run and roos that hop
and the mice grow fat on the farmer's crop
 
There's honey ants deep underground
and birds that laugh and mice that bound
There's fish that crawl up from the sea
no sting at all from native bees
 
Come see the white ants build their nest
so it's north to south, not east to west
A flat out lizard drinks its fill
and chases dingoes with his frill
 
How about a mutton bird?
I think you might just doubt my word
Well bugger me! and bloody strewth!
I tell you all it God's own truth.
 
Alice Springs November 2002 

The Beating Heart
 
Can you hear her heart beating
in the heat of the day
when the white gums stand silent
and as time slips away?
 
Can you feel her pulse quicken
in the crisp morning air
with the sun not yet risen
over hills stark and bare?
 
Can you sense her blood flowing
in the creeks and the streams?
Is she all that you hoped for
in the best of your dreams?
 
Do you see her eyes open
as the sun meets the sky
does her beauty and terror
lift your spirit up high?
 
Can you sense her beginnings
in the reaches of time
when you gaze at the ranges
as the sun makes them shine?
 
Will you sense her forever
in the back of your mind
when you're back in your homeland
and have left her behind?
 
Alice Springs December 2002

Not so far apart
 
If you've ever felt the rough hand of the sun upon your back
if you've ever mended fences in the rain
if you've ridden bare back ponies who have no regard for tack
then the country surely runs within your veins
 
If you learned in early childhood how to set a simple snare
if you helped your father plough a stony field
if you've seen the seeded paddocks standing empty cracked and bare
then you know the power that nature has to wield
 
If your school was just a radio and lessons came by post
if your friends were mostly Jack and Jillaroos
If a ride to town in dad's old ute was what you wanted most
then you're likely to wear boots instead of shoes
 
If you've been to see the big smoke and can’t wait to get away
if you love the silent stillness of the night
if you long to see the starlit sky, the distant milky way
then it's ten to one your campfire's burning bright
 
If you know and love this mighty land like nothing else on Earth
if you pledge her your allegiance 'till you die
then although we come from different worlds, we're not so far apart
for we share the same emotions you and I
 
Alice Springs December 2002 

On The edge of the Sunset
 
Just out on the edge of the sunset
where there's nothing but slow passing time
you can see past the face of forever
to a place without reason or rhyme
 
It sits on the cusp of tomorrow
and it sits at the end of today
as the light slowly fades into darkness
like a ghost it keeps slipping away
 
There's a place on a moving horizon
that exists between light and the dark
ever spinning away to the future
like a flame that explodes from a spark
 
It's real but it's ever elusive
you can watch as it passes you by
but you'll never be able to touch it
it's just something you catch with your eye
 
Alice Springs January 2003 

Murray River
 
By Snowy Mountain Rivers fed
they fill your banks, your river bed
and follow where your waters led
to Goolwa and the sea
 
From sparkling waters turned to brown
across the plains and past the towns
your mighty S bends wend around
a red gum canopy
 
Your surging waters fed the plains
by flooding land af-ter the rains
but now you're dammed and now you're drained
no longer running free
 
The red gums are condemned to die
your salty water's drifting by
while politicians cheat and lie
you're dying by degrees
 
Who can save the Murray now?
beset by waste from farm and plough
this is a thing we can't allow
we cannot let it be
 
There was a time the river ran
unharnessed by the will of man
it can again if we all plan
it's use in harmony
 
January 2003 Alice Springs
 
The Alice
 
The mighty MacDonnells stretch out to the west
where the gorges cut right through the range
and just when you think it's unbearably hot
come the rains, the red land starts to change
 
In a matter of days the red turns to green
and the dry creek beds wetten and fill
The long dormant seeds are all pulsing with life
and there's water falls right through the hills
 
From Simpsons to Big Hole to Ormiston Gorge
and on where the Finke River flows
the red and the green with a blue sky above
are all out where the spinifex grows
 
To the east stands The Alice on the great highway north
where it's half way to Darwin or back
and the track stretches onwards and touches the sky
and the road is a ribbon of black
 
It's a long way from nowhere in the heart of the land
and it's 400 Ks to The Rock
You'll find you make changes to well thought out plans
and you'll no longer live by the clock
 
It's ageless and timeless and all that you've heard
You'll find that you're slipping away
back to the Dreamtime with no need for words
'till the sun slowly sets on your stay
 
March 2003 Alice Springs 

South Land
 
Have you hopped a plane to somewhere
that was far off overseas
Have you been to see the deserts and the snow?
Did you feel the South Land calling
on a whisper of the breeze
Did time away go past a little slow?
 
Have you been to see the Eiffel Tower
the glory that was Rome
Have you travelled up through many foreign lands?
Have you often felt there's nowhere
quite as beautiful as home
with golden sunlight spilling on the sand?
 
Have you walked along a coastline
that is rugged and remote
seen the mighty ocean crashing on the shore?
Have you seen the desert sprawling
where mirages seem to float
Have you walked along a canyon's shaded floor?
 
Have you been to see the Snowy's
where the mountain tops are white
Have you seen the centre turn from red to green?
Have you walked the southern forests
in the dappled morning light
can you take in all the sights that you have seen?
 
You are standing on the South Land
it's the oldest place on Earth
It's riches are unique, pristine and rare
It cannot be explained in terms
of monetary worth
it simply is a land beyond compare

 Gravel Road
 
I love to travel down a gravel road
where corrugations try to shift the load
 
Your drop your speed and drop a gear or two
and watch for stock, washouts and kangaroo
 
More time to sit and watch the world go by
as sweat and dust are drawn to your eye
 
You lose a tyre or two along the way
the river crossings make you stop and pray
 
Bugs are splattered on the window glass
the radiator's full of seeds and grass
 
An hour or two stuck in a bull dust pit
just get the shovel out, get on with it
 
The sky is blue the earth is rusty red
the rolled out swag will be your only bed
 
A beer or two around the camp at night
you're off again in early morning light
 
The hours roll on under the burning sun
who said a drive like this would all be fun?
 
The motor's hot and ready to explode
and that's your journey down a gravel road
 
April 2003 Alice Springs  

Changing and Changeless
 
In the city, season's changes only barely leave their mark
for the city's far from nature with it's neon in the dark
The rush and ceaseless hustle leave no time for rain or drought
and no one has the time to see the sun come peeping out
 
The dirt and grime, the lack of heart, the soulless dead fish eyes
the traffic jams and smog alerts, the crooked deals and lies
The city's unencumbered by a need for flooding rains
and if they come, there's water pipes and flood controls and drains
 
The bush is more dependent on the cycles of the sun
where nature rules the way of life from dawn till day is done
Where farmers scan an empty sky with hopes of building cloud
and red dust coats the stockman like a ruddy choking shroud
 
Then with the rains come changes all across the barren land
and life in all its wonder now comes bursting from the sand
Where days before the dry red earth foretold impending doom
now everlasting flowers are a sea of coloured bloom
 
And now along the river beds the flooding waters race
and with a time of plenty nature quickens up its pace
The magpies flit and warble as they gather up their nest
for till the season turns again there'll be no time to rest
 
And then the wheel begins to turn the rains will soon abate
and those who live by nature's law are in the hands of fate
But city streets remain the same though seasons come and go
no room it seems for nature's world, that ceaseless ebb and flow
 
May 2003 Alice Springs

By The Side of the Road
 
I lie dead and broken and crushed by the road
and the crows make a meal of my eyes
I no longer wander the trails in the bush
there's no one who mourns me or cries
 
And all who pass by are repulsed by the sight
and the smell that hangs on in the air
where once I was handsome and vibrant with life
my little ones now must despair
 
The thing I did wrong was to cross the big road
alone on a dark Summer's night
and the last thing I saw as I ran for my life
was the blazing of oncoming light
 
I was everything wild, I was everything free
I was lizard and emu and roo
I was betong and wombat and numbat and quoll
I was eagle and black cockatoo
 
So next time you see me all battered and torn
lying still under brilliant blue skies
don't see me as something grotesque and misformed
with the spark of life gone from my eyes
 
Look back and remember the way that I was
before my eyes dimmed in the light
and next time you travel rest up before dark
and slow down when driving at night
 
May 2003 Kununurra 

The Ghan
 
From Adelaide the tracks go north
and from the yards a train sets forth
"Aboard"s the cry for boy and man
to journey on the mighty Ghan
 
Up through the green and rolling hills
through morning mist and early chills
The sleepers, sitters, diners, bars
with freight and pets and motor cars
 
The rugged Flinders Ranges crossed
the train rolls on no time is lost
Past Port Augusta and the sea
and bound for Northern Territory
 
Across the flat and endless plain
upon the rails there rides a train
Past Black Hill up through Baesdow Range
Through dark of night and country strange
 
As dark gives way at last to night
there comes the wild and wondrous sight
of Heavitree and Alice Springs
the journey ends, the whistle sings
 
The Centre lies beneath the sun
Your journey now just half begun
The crowd aboard anticipates
The Ghan departs, adventure waits
 
June 2003 Cleaverville  

The Road
 
The road is a journey of people and places
it calls to the traveller in welcoming tones
It speaks of adventure and has many faces
and has many places to rest weary bones
 
The road can be winding and troubled and narrow
or wide and expansive across easy ground
There's places so cold that you'll chill to the marrow
and places so quiet you can't hear a sound
 
There's friends who are waiting if you should go looking
there's wild rugged hills to climb and to cross
When wind brings the smell of the campfire and cooking
then time is no longer a worrying boss
 
The road is a journey of life and of laughter
of places to go and of people to see
and once the road has you, you're hers ever after
There's nothing and nowhere that you'd rather be
 
June 2003 Cleaverville 

When The Wind Stops Blowin'
 
When the wind stops blowin'
I think I'll go outside
Maybe get the push bike out
and take it for a ride
 
When the wind stops blowin'
I'll go and catch a fish
but as the wind is picking up
I'll stay inside and wish
 
When the wind stops blowin'
Then I'll maybe get some sleep
but now there's just a tapping sound
that keeps me counting sheep
 
When the wind stops blowin'
then I'll walk along the shore
I've been inside for weeks and weeks
It's really such a bore
 
When the wind stops blowin'
I'll go out in the car
just take it down the road and back
no need to go too far
 
When the wind stops blowin'
then the moon will turn to blue
there'll be such peace and solitude
I won't know what to do
 
When the wind stops blowin'
It's got to happen soon!
To stop the pipes all howling out
their wailing mournful tune

When the wind stops blowin'
I'll raise a mighty cheer
I'll go outside to celebrate
and raise a glass of beer
 
When the wind stops blowin'
can it ever come to be?
there isn't any sign so far
of calm across the sea
 
If the wind stops blowin'
then I may be old and gray
but how I'll praise the lack of wind
upon that one fine day.
 
September 2003 Greenough
(An ode to Bush Bay) 

Free At Last
 
I’m Free at last to wander
To travel far and wide
To go where my fancy takes me
And roam the countryside
 
I’m free at last to rest up
When I ever feel the need
I’ve no need now for rushing
I’m done with the world of speed
 
I’m free to drop a line in
When I pass a shady stream
I’m free to live the kind of life
That once was just a dream
 
I’m free to fill my days in
By resting on the beach
And travels out to distant lands
Are not beyond my reach
 
I’m free to take the sights in
In places far away
To greet the silence of the night
That closes every day
 
I’m free at last to live my life
Exactly how I choose
To give the quest for money up
Was not too much to lose
 
November 2003 Safety Bay 

What Happened ?
 
What happened to the land I knew when I was six years old ?
A place where pride and workmanship, outshone the greed for gold
What happened to the unlocked doors of houses and of cars?
Where now there is a state of fear with loud alarms and bars
 
What happened to the promise of a place beneath the sun ?
All the hopes this country had, have somehow been undone.
Who took away our liberty with endless stupid rules ?
The councils and the governments all run by oafs and fools.
 
I saw a land of innocence where everyone was free
But now they’ve locked the country up and thrown away the key.
We pay and pay for everything that once belonged to us
And no one has the guts it seems to stand and make a fuss
 
The public institutions that once met our wants and needs
Were sold by politicians who were all possessed by greed
I saw a land where everyone once had an equal chance
But all it takes is money now to get on and advance
 
I can’t believe we’ve let the chance to prosper pass us by
We choke the sea with sewage and pump waste into the sky
Now money is our only God and mammon rules our lives
As sweet as honey flowing from a million slaves in hives
 
What happened to Australia, the land of sweeping plains ?
We live just like a nest of ants devoid of wit and brains
As long as there’s another beer still waiting in the fridge
We grin and say that ‘she’ll be right’ it’s oh so ridge-e-didge
 
Before we know it things will change and it will be too late
We’ll be served up as breakfast on a ‘made in China’ plate
What happened to Australia ? We gave up and gave in
The politicians took it and they threw it in the bin!

Little Joys
 
It’s the little joys of life
That make it all worth while
The funny quirky silly things
That bring to light a smile
 
It’s not about the money
Or the fame good fortune brings
It’s all about how good it feels
When fantasies have wings
 
It’s not the shiny motor car
Or fancy racing yacht
It’s not the stocks and bonds and shares
Or how much gold you’ve got
 
It’s special times on certain days
That make you feel alive
When nothing can account for it
But joy just seems to thrive
 
When all you have is nothing
But each other’s warm embrace
That’s all you need to always bring
A smile to light your face
 
It’s the little joys of life
That will last from year to year
And the little joys of life
That are always held most dear.
 
April 2004 Baldivis
Inspired by Mel Brooks, in an interview with Anderew Denton. 

The 40 Mile
 
It’s blowin’ at the 40 Mile
And time is goin’ slow
There’s naught to do but sit around
And watch the kapok grow
 
For days on end we sit and wait
To see the dread wind drop
The easterlies that curse our lives
Have blown without a stop
 
Then finally a morning comes
The sea is calm and flat
And those with boats will set to sea
You can be sure of that
 
But by the time you bait a line
And drop the anchor low
The wind picks up and boats come back
To miss the next big blow
 
And days go by without a chance
to fish out on the reef
the waters churn themselves to brown
and hide what lies beneath
 
So in the end you plan a trip
and head off into town
and all at once the wind has dropped
the sea is calming down
 
You curse the wind, the hand of fate
While you go on your mission
For all the other boats go out
to have a good time fishin’

When the Rains Come
 
For five years now the winter rains
Have barely come at all
The dams are dry, the crops are dust
Our backs are to the wall
 
The sheep have all been trucked away
There’s no grass left to eat
The price we got was well below
The value of the meat
 
The shearing shed’s a ghostly place
The only fleece is rust
The boards and combs do nothing now
But sit and gather dust
 
The dog’s fed up with looking for
The missing flocks of sheep
Are we’re fed up with marking time
And loosing too much sleep
 
The bank is making noises now
Our credit’s running thin
Be buggered if we’ll walk away
Just give up and give in!
 
That’s not the way they breed us here
We’ve battled through before
And if the rains would only come
We’d battle on some more
 
Our blood, our lives, our very souls
We’ve given to this land
It’s more to us than just another
Dusty patch of sand

My father lived and died here
And if I have my way
My son will call this land his own
When I am called away
 
If farmers got the prices
That their produce gets in town
Then times of drought just wouldn’t have
The chance to knock us down
 
The middle men make up the rules
And set the highest price
While farmers wait for rains to come
It’s just like throwing dice
 
But when the wind starts blowing
And the clouds build in the west
We gamble on the time to seed
That’s going to suit us best
 
Then late one night we’ll hear a sound
Out on the old tin roof
The rains have come to break the drought
There’ll be no better proof
 
But ‘til that time we live in hope
And we’re in need of some
We’ll live again with simple words
‘At last the rains have come’
 
Baldivis August 2004 

Everything Changes
 
There’s strangers in my father’s house
And all his things have gone
There’s nothing left but memories
Of all that he had done
 
All the things he saw in life
And all the things he knew
just vanished with the sands of time
The day his life was through
 
My childhood friends are nothing now
But ghosts and faded dreams
Just melancholy memories
How long ago it seems
 
The places of my youth have changed
And I can’t recognise
The old man in the mirror now
Who looks back with my eyes
 
The world has changed beyond belief
In just a few short years
It cares naught what I might say
My hopes, my dreams, my fears
 
In days gone by the haunts I knew
Were always to be found
But changes take my memories
and steal my sacred ground
 
Everything they say must change
Each dog will have its day
but everything you thought you knew
Will someday fade away

Heron Point (The Life of Brian)
 
There’s a place down by the water that everybody knows
A place to sit and just relax so everybody goes
When Spring turns into Summer it’s a very busy joint
That’s when we know that Brian will return to Heron Point
 
On the corner of the campground on the left as you drive in
Is a caravan and 4 wheel drive, an annexe and a bin
November through to April is the time you’ll know he’s there
Making sure that campers treat the place with all due care
 
You’ll see him in the mornings taking Kenny for a trot
If you ask about the crabbing he will always say what’s what
He planted trees to give us shade and watered them in drought
And then the Council came along and pulled the whole lot out
 
He does a job that few would do and gets his share of grief
The stupid things some campers do are just beyond belief
So when you go to Heron point, remember, park east-west
And parking by the windmill isn’t really for the best
 
There may have been a long weekend with yobbos by the score
And Brian’s had to deal with them, a none too pleasant chore
So offer him a cuppa when you see him on his rounds
And don’t keep him awake all night by making too much sound
 
I know when I’m done travelling and I’ve grown old and gray
I’ll look back on the days here and wish the time away
Back to a time when crabs came in on every Summer tide
And Brian walked round Heron Point with Kenny at his side
 
3/10/2004 

Crying Shame
 
It’s a crying shame that they make TV ads, with scant regard to cost
It’s a crying shame when little children die, and their chance at life is lost
 
It’s a crying shame in an election year, when a million lies are told
It’s a crying shame and the cost too dear, when a million souls are sold
 
It’s a crying shame that they drop bombs instead, of dropping crates of food
It’s a crying shame that we don’t exercise, but to the TV set are glued
 
It’s a crying shame that we can’t find a way, to live and work as one
It’s a crying shame that all the good we do, will always come undone
 
It’s a crying shame that hate and malice thrive, instead of peace and love
It’s a crying shame that life is little more, than one big push and shove
 
It’s a crying shame that wealth and power are, the ways to get ahead
It’s a crying shame that all we get from life, is the fate of being dead
 
It’s a crying shame and it’s a damn disgrace! the way we treat the Earth
It’s a crying shame the Human cancer grows, with each new Human birth
 
It’s a crying shame that we were given brains, that we never seem to use
It’s a crying shame that when we strive to win, we only seem to lose
 
It’s a crying rotten bloody shame, that we never seem to learn
And if we don’t then all we’ll do, is tumble, crash, and burn.
 
Quagi November 2004 

Country Town
 
There’s nothing much to see there
and there’s not a lot to do
It’s the kind of place you glance at
A place you just pass through
 
There’s a pub up on the corner
And one big general store
There’s a garage and an oval
But not a whole lot more
 
It’s been the same for years
We’re not that big on change
We don’t think much of city ways
To us they’re just plain strange
 
We still enjoy the weekend
The shop and garage close
There’s no such thing as ‘rostered on’
On Sunday time just slows
 
The only signs of rush and haste
Are bees down in the park
The local dogs are fast asleep
They’d rather snooze than bark
 
The gum trees by the rail line
Give shelter from the heat
On lazy long hot afternoons
They shade the whole main street
 
It’s quiet and it’s peaceful
And there’s time to stop and talk
You can take all of the sights in
Just by going for a walk
 
It’s the place that I grew up in
And a place I won’t let down
You can keep all of your cities
For I love my country town
 
Quagi November 2004

Stranded in the City

I've been stranded in the city
It's a God Almighty curse
For it starves imagination
and dries up all good verse

How can anybody stand it
with its rush and endless haste?
You would think the world was ending
and there's no time left to waste

Every second's worth a dollar
so there's no time to be lost
In the rush to make a fortune
No one stops to count the cost

How I long for open spaces
where there's time to stop and think
Far away from city hustle
that can drive a man to drink

Give me endless plains so empty
just as far as I can see
Give me wilderness and rangeland
give me rivers wild and free

Take me far away from people
from their wickedness and greed
Let me interact with nature
and its many lessons heed

If I could but flee the city
and its soul corrupting ways
then I'd count my self so lucky
the remainder of my days

January 2005 Baldivis 
 

Following are a series of previously unpublished poems (some are politically incorrect so read at your own peril.)

 

For The Battlers

This one's for the battlers
who work from eight to five
with nothing but a weekly wage
to help them to survive

For them there's no gold medal
no million dollar deal
For them its just the daily grind
an endless cyclic wheel

No crowds applaud their actions
no fans call out their name
It's just another working day
and every day's the same

Days turn into weeks, and soon
the weeks turn in to years
and still the battler struggles on
though no reward appears

They're working for their family
their names remain unknown
except to those who love them
with whom they share a home

Unknown and unremarkable
invisible it seems
Their only goal is happiness
The simplest of all dreams

But really, who's the hero
when all the chips are down
The battler working for a wage
of some big sporting clown?

For me the most heroic deed
is working day and night
and caring for your family
teaching wrong from right

Then all the polished medals
of silver bronze and gold
are worthless shiny trinkets
for true love can't be sold

Beer

When I'm all dusty
and tired from the road
and it's time to sit down
and lighten the load

I reach for a tinny
crack open the top
and chug it all down
'cos there's no need to stop

There's four X and Fosters
and Emu and Swan
There's VB and Carlton
I could go on and on

On a hot dusty day
when my throat's dry and sore
and I'm so tired of working
or life's just a bore

A freezing cold ale
refreshes my soul
and to all of my friends
its name I extol

You can keep all your bourbons
and whiskey and wine
just give me a beer
just any old time

There's nothing quite like it
for bringing good cheer
Just crack a cold tinny
and guzzle a beer


Western Belle

Nine tons of Bedford steel approach
Tyres burning in the sun
The engine roars, the journey starts
Ten thousand miles to run

Rolling on down highway one
The driver sets the course
Western Belle is on the road
and she is heading north

Born way back in sixty two
She’s traveled far and wide
Bent but never broken
Her spirit glows with pride

Her mighty wheels eat up the miles
Her chassis splits the air
No matter where we point her nose
She always gets us there

And then at last the journey done
She rests her weary bones
And once again she shelters us
Our faithful mobile home

 

1998 Heron Point

After 23 years as a motorhome the Western Belle retired from travelling in December 2003. She continued to be our home until she was stolen from us by the owners of Lazeaway Caravan Park at Popanyinning.


The Racist Bigot

I hate you 'cos you're black
and I hate you 'cos you're white
I hate you 'cos I'm wrong
and I hate you 'cos you're right

I hate your weird traditions
I hate the way you speak
I hate the way you look
to me you're just a freak

I hate you for the many things
that I can't understand
I hate it that my life
is not the way I planned

and I hate your religion
the things that you believe
Your failure to agree with me
I simply can't conceive

I'm just a little pawn
in someone else's game
so I hate without a reason
though I do not know your name

You've seen me on the telly
The moron with a gun
who loves to go and kill things
because I think it's fun

I am the ranting preacher
who damns you for your sin
I'm the pollie looking for a trough
to stick my big snout in

I'm the redneck and fanatic
who hates for hating's sake
I'm the television healer
who's nothing but a fake

No matter what the subject
I always have my say
and while you all put up with me
I'll never go away.

Breaker

A breaker came our way last eve
with such a tale to tell
that even now I don't believe
although he sold it well

He was riding out the back blocks
seeking out a mob
for he'd fallen down on hard times
and couldn't find a job

He rode the hills and valleys
and traced the rivers course
looking for the hoof prints
to lead him to a horse

He'd heard the local legend
about a yearling mare
of those who tried to catch her
and those who wouldn't dare

He worked his life with horses
and thought he knew them well
but now he's having second thoughts
about the mare from hell

His tracking skills were tested
unto their very ends
and luck, he sorely pressed it
on luck his life depends

Ten days he rode the saddle
ten days he tracked the herd
until at last he cornered them
I'll take him at his word

 

He swears the horses vanished
except the yearling mare
she turned and then she fixed him
with one unearthly stare

His horse just turned and bolted
and threw him to the ground
and then the mare was on him
with one enormous bound

She bit him and she kicked him
his body black and blue
she kept on till she'd licked him
he swears that its all true

And when at last she'd finished
she vanished in thin air
his broken bones were proof enough
that she had been right there

And with his story over
he walked in to the night
and with the coming of the day
we found that he was right

They found his body broken up
ten miles away at most
the one we got the story from
had been the breaker's ghost

December 1999
Townsville

Bushy

Its ten miles as the crow flies
from here to billabong
And that's where I will have a blow
back out where I belong

It's been a while since I've been bushed
or swapped yarns with a dag
Or been out duffing clean skins
Or slept upon my swag

I've diced my city job at last
They said I dragged the chain
by hiding in the dunny
when I ever felt the strain

I'm happy now as Larry was
I've lobbed back in the bush
I'm waltzing my matilda
and life is pretty cush

Now city life was on the nose
with ratbags drinking plonk
Galahs in cars with blaring horns
that honk and honk and honk

I'm taking Shank's pony
before I have a spell
and get back to hard yakka
by sinking bores and wells

Out beyond the black stump
where blowies never tire
and boiling up me billy
upon a bonza fire

I'll always be a bushy
who's dying to shoot through
I'll have a gig around the bend
and rarely have a blue

I'll get stuck into life again
away from city smoke
wandering the outback trails
a very happy bloke
 

Cleaverville

Rain clouds fill the western sky
Wind rises in the east
The coastal scrub once parched and dry
is quenched for now at least

The stone hard tracks that lead to town
soak up the rain that’s pouring down
and all about the flood plains drown
So this is Cleaverville

A week or more of soaking rain
of tents that flap and ropes that strain
and then at last the sun comes out
the sky is blue and clear again

Then one by one we re-emerge
to fish the rocks and river bed
to dry our clothes and shake our heads
for this is Cleaverville

Patiently we bide our time
for mud and water clog the track
and only those with four wheel drives
can make it out and still get back

And while we wait
we make new friends
some journeys start
some journeys end
and who knows, we may meet again
one year at Cleaverville

1998 Cleaverville

 

Leaving Home

The big old house seems empty now
The kids have long since gone
And now it seems it's time for us
to both be moving on

Looking back through all the years
it seems like yesterday
The house was filled with laughter
and sounds of kids at play

We sheltered here within these walls
a house became a home
It's sad to see it empty now
It stands here all alone

The ghosts of children long since grown
are playing in the yard
Young voices echo through these rooms
and make this leaving hard

Here we grew and prospered
we laughed and loved and cried
But now the time approaches
to say our last goodbye

Weather board and painted tin
Floors of polished wood
This place means so much more to me
than any other could

Our children scattered to the winds
all grew up straight and strong
This house will always be a place
to which their hearts belong

I look out on the garden
I planted with my hands
I think back on the many things
that sacrifice demands

My memories are happy ones
and though I'm far away
The part of me that loves this place
is never far away.

Kids

My mind will sometimes wander
through the summers of my past
Down the long forgotten hedgerows
to a world that couldn’t last

From the leafy lanes of England
to Australia’s glowing sun
To a childhood filled with innocence
of friends, and hope, and fun

The world was somehow simpler then
where dreams might still come true
When the air was fresh and cleaner
and the sky a bluer blue

The ripened fruit of neighbours trees
that no one seemed to miss
The first sweet pain of puppy love
that first enchanted kiss

So many names and faces
have faded from my mind
and just like all those childhood dreams
have all been left behind

But sometimes when I sit alone
it All comes back to me
and in my mind I’m young again
foot loose and fancy free.

June 1998 Cleaverville

Millennium

The buzz word is millennium
In to a brave new world we come
and looking back on what we've done
I feel both pride and shame

Into a new computer age
where Pokemon is all the rage
while on each other war we wage
bringing loss and pain

Jet liners flit from coast to coast
We sit down to a Sunday roast
While all the things that matter most
are too much of a strain

While doctors, priests and nurses strive
to keep the dying just alive
poverty and famine thrive
with too much sun or rain

Good and evil vie for space
to dominate the human race
while somehow I feel out of place
with profit, loss and gain

In years from now when we're all gone
our legacy will linger on
our children will look back upon
our failure to explain

If we succeed or if we fail
time and tide will lift the veil
and history will tell the tale
Were all our lives in vain?

And when a million years have past
will any of our efforts last?
Or will they in the end be cast
forever down the drain?

January 2000 Townsville

Road Beneath the Sun

When we left home two years ago
we had no way to know
how far we'd go and what would lie ahead
We've travelled through the outback
From the desert to the sea
and never cared just where we made our bed

We've seen so many places
and made so many friends
but the journey isn't even half begun
Each day we see new faces
and follow many bends
as we journey down the road beneath the sun

Make camp by quiet billabong
and gaze up at the stars
then boil the old tin billy by the fire
Wake each dawn to bird song
and watch the pink galahs
the sights and sounds of which we never tire

Each morning brings us something new
each day is fresh and clean
each night is warm beneath the velvet sky
We've seen some sights few people do
and life is like a dream
these things we will remember till we die

The poor folk in the city
are toiling night and day
planning to escape just once a year
But I don't feel any pity
and I hope they stay away
for I love the silent solitude out here

We have our ups and downs
as other people do
but now they seem much easier to bear
So smiles replace the frowns
when we finally make it through
and we know we live a life beyond compare

Feb 2000
Townsville

Sam

It's taken me two years old friend
to sit and write to you
I've sat and tried a dozen times
but couldn't see it through

And even now it breaks my heart
to think of our goodbye
Puppy dogs have such short lives
but still I have to try

To thank you for the love you gave
through every passing day
To see your happy wagging tail
would chase my cares away

There's no one now to lick my hand
or push me with his nose
No scruffy hairy laughing face
to chase away my woes

For fifteen years you blessed our lives
and now that you are gone
I've many happy memories
that I look back upon

I hope your spirit's resting
in fields of long green grass
and I hope I find you waiting
when my time comes to pass

Feb 2000 Townsville


Snow on Uluru

There's flooding on the Katherine
and snow on Uluru
Cyclones smashing Exmouth
and we haven't got a clue

While emissions keep increasing
we build on shifting sand
We can't go on ignoring
the warnings of the land

Some say by year two thousand
we'll hear the wake up call
when oceans rise to claim the land
when towns and cities fall

We've taken all we wanted
and given nothing back
So when we have to settle up
I wonder what we'll lack

The rich man lives in comfort
a mansion by the sea
a yacht in the Bahamas
a polluting factory

Never mind the greenies
who yammer on and on
about how all the forests
will someday soon be gone

All he knows are profits
the famous 'bottom line'
Forget about the planet
that should be yours and mine

Money rules the issues
our leaders heed its call
and logging trucks in forests
await the timber's fall

Next time you are called to vote
be careful who you choose
and think about the many things
that we all stand to loose.

Taxman

If you're an honest working man
you'd best watch out for me
I'll tax you in so many ways
Some you won't even see

Put your money in the bank
and I'll take one percent
Buy a beer or fill your car
and I'll tax every cent

FID and BAD and credit tax
I'll get you every way
and from your take home wages
there's even more to pay

Duty paid on car and home
and wholesale tax as well
So while you enter bankruptcy
I watch my coffers swell

Now GST is drawing near
I'll fleece you even more
I'll help the rich get richer
and devastate the poor

While rich men pay just thirty bucks
for every million earned
I'll make sure you pay in full
and none will be returned

And if you ever dare protest
well, I'll make sure you fail
Tangle with the likes of me
and you'll end up in gaol


Toorak Taxis

There's a load of Toorak taxis
headin' for the back o' Bourke
taken out by city cowboys
going west to "make 'em work"

They follow one another
like a herd of bloody sheep
The things they say about the bush
would make a swaggie weep

They're loaded up with camping gear
and bucket loads of beer
But ask 'em if they've got a spade
they seem to go all queer

They tear along the dusty trail
without a thought or care
Until they get a second flat
without another spare

Driving on the unsealed road
they never stop for rain
They chew it up so no one else
can use the track again

They camp right by the river
and lather up with soap
To leave the campsite fresh and clean
is just too much to hope

Unprepared and uninformed
they're heading off out back
Making lists of all they need
but then forget to pack

Their stereos are blasting
for all the world to hear
the wildlife flees in terror
whenever they appear

Some noisy thoughtless people
who spoil it for the rest
are flattening the bush again
somewhere off out west

Their shiny brand new four wheel drives
without a scratch or dent
come home a little worse for wear
and looking rather bent

So when you see them coming
you'd best be on your way
and like the roo keep running
until they're far away.

July 2000
Brisbane

'White' Black

I'm tired of the 'white' blacks I see on nightly news
They winge and they whine, in their efforts to confuse
They talk about tradition, how their crimes are all 'pay back'
But the law is still the law, both for white and black

They hide behind their culture to excuse their wicked deeds
No remorse for their actions and other people's needs
They think that being black is some kind of excuse
No matter what they do they want to be set loose

They grab with greedy hands the good things that we give
Then tell us that tradition's the way they want to live
They say there's no way forward, I say there's no way back
There's nothing that we do that isn't an attack

They live out in the suburbs, cheap housing and cheap beer
If you speak about the outback they never seem to hear
With a chip upon their shoulder they wander on through life
Doing everything they can to foster pain and strife

They never seem to care much for tribes out in the bush
Whose everyday existence is struggle pain and push
They're cheating their own people of pride and of respect
by the lies they go on telling and the hate that they inject

The wounds that have been suffered will never go away
while people still take notice of those who would betray.

January 2000 Townsville

Never Never

This is never never land
where liars have their say
‘We’ll never have a GST’
but we have one today

A liar leads the country
and liars pull the strings
and liars won’t say ‘Sorry’
for that’s the way of things

‘Beer and petrol will not rise.’
The liar told us all
‘And if they do then don’t blame me
‘cos I’m not on the ball.’

Lies and cheap deception
in never never land
We’ve had enough of liars
It’s time to make a stand.

Self serving politicians
who lie and cheat and steal
They cover up corruption
with million dollar deals

If we all got together
to throw the whole bunch out
We'd have a better country
Of that there's little doubt

So get your act together
It's independence day
So let the buggers have it
next time we have our say.

 

Father

My father's ghost at night came calling
in my dreams when first he died
His spirit lost, not understanding
that he had reached the other side

He seemed perplexed and bade me answer
why it was that he'd moved on
And though we talked he wouldn't listen
unconvinced his life was gone

In my dreams his ghost came searching
looking for his darling wife
Hoping that he'd find the one thing
that gave him meaning all his life

And when at last the dreams had faded
His spirit resting then, I thought
He came once more with Sam and Lucy
and oh what joy that meeting brought

Three spirits that had reunited
on the other side somehow
and in my dreams they go on living
I do not question why or how

Sept 2000 Brisbane

New Anthem

Australians all let's make a choice
for we are getting fleeced
Lets boil the pollies heads in oil
until we get some peace
They vote each other precious gifts
that drive us to despair
It's time for us to reel them in
and make Australia fair.

Let's make Australia fair

It makes us all so bloody cross
to see the pollies hands
all stealing from this land of ours
we're crushed by their demands
So all you people hear my pleas
I'm lost in my despair
I need your help at every turn
To make Australia fair

Let's make Australia fair.
 

On Growing Up

I wonder where the toys went
that I had long ago
Those treasured childhood play things
that I had wanted so

The train set and the Lego
That tattered teddy bear
the one with all the stuffing
that fell out everywhere

Airfix and Meccano
would set my world alight
and trains from Triang Hornby
would puff around all night

They say a man must grow up
and give up childish things
But they didn't say we'd also clip
imagination's wings

All the things I treasured
were lost or thrown away
and growing up was measured
by dreams that were betrayed

The shattered loss of innocence
a man no more a boy
where once a dear companion
is now a worthless toy

It happens thus to everyone
we grow and lose our dreams
but simpler and much nicer
the days of childhood seem


Proud Mary

I am the ship Proud Mary
and my menu is so scary
that you'll never come a cruising
on the Murray any more

If you like to pick and choose
then you're ten to one to lose
for my boiled tasteless veggies
are a deadly rotten bore

If you don't like your desert
then it's really going to hurt
for there isn't any other
for your taste buds to explore

When my tannoy starts to shout
and it's volume seeks you out
you can give up your siesta
for I will not let you snore

I am the ship Proud Mary
and it's better to be wary
of my silly prizeless quiz night
and my sing-a-long on shore

The Cruise Director's shrilling tone
will chill you to the very bone
and her total lack of manners
make the trip an endless chore

But you really can't complain
for you'd really feel the pain
if it wasn't now November
and you paid nine hundred more


My Mate Blue

My mate Blue
has a great big beard
and folks that don't know him
might think that he's weird

But he likes to fish
and he likes to drink
and he likes to fix things
and he likes to think

I met him up north
In old Exmouth town
then again in Karratha
where we settled right down

I'd laugh at the gardies
he'd catch every day
"That's bait fish" I'd say
but he'd wave me away

Fillet and fry 'em
's what he used to do
and six was his breakfast
and that's dinkum too!

He lived in 'The Palace'
and Skeeta fixed grub
the tinny and outboard
he called the old tub

We fished and drank and whiled away
a month or two or more
he pulled us from the boggy road
when mud reached to the door

And when at last they packed up camp
and moved off down the track
our spirits sank a little then
but there's no looking back

And then again in Darwin town
we walked in to a shop
I saw that big beard walking out
and I just had to stop

And there they were our long lost friends
out on another trip
to celebrate I think we had
a bit more than a sip

So on again we both did go
along two different roads
but now we knew we'd meet again
we carried lighter loads

In Adelaide our paths did cross
while they were heading west
I drink to Blue and Skeeta now
and wish them all the best

Dec 2000 Adelaide

Bullie

He stands accused, 'A fighter'
'A bully and a cad'
But he's the finest gentleman
the dog world ever had

Tis true he was a fighter
a tough and wiry sort
He was the kind of scrapper
that never could be bought

He grew up in the fighting pits
a product of his time
but now that he has come of age
he's not inclined to crime

If you should sorely test him
and make his patience snap
he's less inclined to bite you
than those with much more yap

A rugged sort of gentleman
tis true he's not refined
but try him in the courage stakes
he'll not be left behind

His cocky roguish swagger
the smile upon his face
will tell you, in the doggy world
that he has claimed first place

December 2000 Adelaide


Nothing but a memory

Nothing but a memory
that's all we have to leave
When those we leave behind us
have had their time to grieve

Nothing but a memory
of what and who we were
and all the things we did and said
in time begin to blur

Nothing but a memory
of life and love and time
no more joy or laughter
no mountains left to climb

But memories are fragile things
they're here at once, then gone
but some like stardust never fade
their light will linger on

They shine on through our lifetime
and live within the heart
and memories are all that's left
when we too must depart

Jan 2001 Adelaide

Back in the City

I'm back in the city and working again
back in the big smoke and racking my brain
Back to a life that I've grown to despise
a world of deception, a world full of lies

Back where the dollar possesses your soul
and its work 'till you drop or you'll starve on the dole
Back to a world where nothing's quite right
where you struggle to reach an unreachable height

Back where exhaust fumes pour in to the air
and everyone hates it but nobody cares
Where you don't know your neighbour, no even his name
and the kids are on crack and half out of their brain

Where the days are the same, each dreary and gray
and the drive home from work is the same every day
Each minute is endless, each month like a year
And there's no way on Earth that I'm staying round here

So it's back to the country, to greens and to browns
and away from the city, its hassles and frowns
Back to the outback to travel and roam
with the stars for my blanket and the road for my home

January 2001 Adelaide

Little Johnny

Little Johnny Howard
is a lying little twit
if beer and petrol prices rise
then he's the cause of it

There'll never be a GST
our little Johnny said
I don't know how the liar
can sleep at night in bed

But he sleeps very soundly for
this ain't the USA
where little twits like Johnny
are sometimes blown away

He's an ugly little man
who's got an ugly soul
He puts you out of work and then
won't give you any dole

He wrings his hands and shakes his head
and says 'It's not my fault'
and then he puts our taxes up
another base assault

He spends our tax on limmo rides
and gives it to his mates
while all the poor like you and me
have very different fates

'The petrol tax is for the roads'
he lies with every word
Well go and drive round Highway One
you rotten little turd!

The roads I've seen could make me weep
There's potholes everywhere
and half the tax is wasted
so don't tell me you care

A million here, a billion there
another crooked deal
another three hour lunch break
and a thousand dollar meal

I see his grinning ape like face
at night upon the news
His grin gets ever wider
as his henchmen turn the screws

Our little Johnny's safe and sound
it drives me to despair
that after all he's done to us
he'll be a millionaire

But in the final judgment
at the ringing of the bell
I hope that little Johnny spends
eternity in hell

February 2001 Adelaide
(Feel free to replace the word ‘twit’ with another one that has the same rhyme if you so choose.)

A fitting end to the career of this horrid little man finally came in 2007 when his own electorate threw him out ! Maybe there is such a thing as natural justice after all.

If I could live my life over.

If I could live my life over again
I wonder just what would I change?
of all the decisions that I've ever made
which ones would I then rearrange?

If I could change the way that I look
would I still be the same deep inside?
Would it be like a jacket that covers a book?
or would good sense be smothered by pride

If I studied and worked and I got a degree
would that change how I look out on life?
Would my thoughts then be churlish and no longer free
would my wit be as sharp as a knife?

When I look at my life and I see what I am
then there isn't that much that I'd change
though my belly's too big and I'll never be rich
and some people think me quite strange

But if I could live my life over again
I think that if I had my say
I'd do all the things that I did before
and live my life out the same way.

February 2001 Adelaide

Fall of the West

There was a time not long ago
when at life's slower pace
things seemed to be much simpler
and life was not a race

When Dad would work and Mum would cook
when kids all went to school
when manners were the way of things
and courtesy the rule

Looks like we've given so much up
and somehow lost our way
we've crawled down in the gutter
and it seems we're there to stay

Four letter words and callous acts
seem just the way of things
our standards and our morals lost
So that's what progress brings

All empires rise to greatness
all empires one day fall
the Western World is facing now
the final trumpet call

March 2001
Adelaide

Made in China

Made in China, Cheap as Chips
that's what the adverts say
It only lasts a week and then
you throw the lot away

Big W will trouble you
with rubbish in a box
a ratchet strap that tightens up
and never once unlocks

Chinese junk from K Mart
a tent that won't stand up
you find out on your camping trip
that you've been sold a pup

Crazy Charlies Crazy Prices
crazy 'cos they're low
pity then that quality's
a word that they don't know

An Overflow of cheap imports
is landing over here
and since it's all a load of crap
it costs us all too dear

Driver heads that strip themselves
and put in just one screw
I think we're being shafted
good folks like me and you

So go and buy Australian made
It's cheap at twice the price
and keep the money over here
now wouldn't that be nice!

Silly Solly's laughing 'cos
we're all so deep in debt
and he's so busy raking in
the money we don't get

I'm sick and tired of worthless junk
that breaks or just won't work
I want to send a message
to those cheap importing jerks

Once you've sold your country out
to business overseas
you'd better teach your kids to speak
Korean or Chinese

March 2001
Adelaide

Greenpeace - Make a Difference

There's a feeling half remembered
like a dream I thought had died
once I thought it gone forever
but it still lives on inside

It's a dream of how tomorrow
can be better than today
and how I can make a difference
if I stand and have my say

It's a feeling that we all have
in our happy days of youth
when we still believe in justice
and the potent power of truth

But it's only half remembered
through the heavy toll of years
as the weight of worldly pressures
builds up walls and deepens fears

If we only had the courage
that we had in days gone by
if we want to make a difference
then it's not too late to try

If we don't look for solutions
how will problems ever cease
though it's easy to do nothing
it's the coward's way to peace

So stand up and be counted
you can set the world to rights
through a thousand little battles
in the darkness there's a light

Be proud of your achievements
and your powers to resist
if you find a wrong needs righting
then just add it to your list

Never stop and don't surrender
always strive to be the best
and when called upon to answer
you will rise and pass the test

April 2001 Adelaide

Towards the Setting Sun

Another week of deadly toil
and then at last I'm free
The outback towns and red dirt roads
are calling out to me

West across the Nullarbor
We're homeward bound at last
we chase the far horizon
where the future meets the past

Back to where we started from
it seems so long ago
Heading west we chase the sun
back to the land I know

Westward, ever westward
across the great flat plain
I wonder if we'll have the chance
to pass this way again

A journey almost over
two thousand miles to run
To find our way we keep our nose
towards the setting sun.

May 2001
Adelaide

The Journey Ends

The mist clings to the hills
out back behind our camp
The mornings air is chilled
as still as it is damp

The trees up on the hills
are faded just like ghosts
the headlight's glare reflects
from the tops of roadside posts

There's a long road far behind
a long way still to go
but there's no need to rush
so we're taking it nice and slow

So the miles just slip away
and the hours they just roll on
we make camp over night
but with the morning's light are gone

Our journey soon will end
and we'll travel round no more
our lives will go right back
to the way they were before

We'll long for the winding road
and the places far out back
remembering the days
of our lives on the endless track

June 2001
Eyre Highway


Noise Pollution

We've been back in suburbia for less than three months
and already we're climbing the walls
There's no sign of work and we're fresh out of luck
and the road and the outback still calls

The noise of the city is driving us mad
it goes on and on EVERY day
The fools with their music, incredibly bad
The kids and their screaming at play

There's no where to hide from this babbling noise
there's no one to talk to who cares
You can't do a thing to the fools and their toys
It blackens the deepest despair

The dogs are all barking from sunrise to set
then they howl at the light of the moon
Our nerves are all shot and we'll never forget
how we hate this unspeakable tune

How long we can suffer remains to be seen
there's nothing we want in this place
Just let me go back to the brown and the green
where the peace and the silence embrace

September 2001
Perth

I'm Tired

I'm tired of living in a world full of tears
of a steady decline through the passing of years
I'm tired of the things that always go wrong
and of wasting my time in a queue ten miles long

I'm tired of the rules that dictate how we live
and of being knocked back when I've so much to give
I'm fed up with working and not getting rich
and of trying to agree when there's some kind of hitch

I'm tired of red tape and of course City Hall
of the stupid decisions they force on us all
I'm tired of cold toes on a wintry day
and of nobody listening when I have my say

I'm fed up with feeling that I've been sold out
and of waiting to find out what life's all about
I'm tired of my species that's raping the Earth
and of people who have neither substance or worth

I'm tired of the masses in ignorant bliss
and of how evolution could turn out like this
If we are the future then God help us all
Any glimmer of hope seems incredibly small

Oct 2001 Perth

It's Time

It's time to look forward and time to look back
and think about friends and of home
It's time to remember although things were black
with our friends we were never alone

It's time to reflect on the good and the bad
and give thanks for our joy and our pain
and remember the times, both the happy and sad
that have gathered us near once again

It's time for our troubles to dim and decrease
You know, and I know it's time
It's time to remember a great man of peace
who lived and who died for our crimes

Christmas 2001
(Written for someone and does not indicate my beliefs at all.)


From a Mother to A Son

Of all the presents you've given to me
the one that stands out and above
is the one that costs nothing, it's precious and free
It's a son for a mother to love

All the times that I treasure are memories of you
They are gifts much more precious than gold
In the hard times these treasures will always shine through
and they help keep me warm when it's cold

With these gifts I am blessed through the passing of years
I just want you to know you're the one
Who helps me see through any sorrow or tears
and I'm so proud to call you my son.

This is the only poem I have ever written for a commission. Written on behalf of one of Mum’s friends.
 

Lucy

We don't know where she came from
or how her story starts
but the black and tan cross Doberman
would steal away our hearts

She came to us from tragedy
when Susie passed away
I found her in the dogs home
and brought her home to stay

Her springtime was a wonder
she swan and ran and grew
She looked on every day as if
she'd found the world anew

Big paws and bigger appetite
she'd steal the bathroom soap
She broke a bowl and ate some glass
she was the biggest dope

So sleek, so strong and handsome
how did we live before
without the strident click clack
of her claws upon the floor?

In summer days she gloried
in the joy of one more run
She loved to lope the grassy fields
beneath the summer sun

Then autumn came a calling
but never slowed her down
As greedy as she ever was
and still our silly clown

But winter came as winters must
to every dog and man
With words I try to honour her
but don't know if I can

Our lives have changed forever
sweet Lucy said goodbye
and with her loss I know in truth
that part of me has died

December 2001 Heron Point

Zoe

Poor fat little piglet
she grunts and snorts and snores
She looks as if her body if
just too big for her paws

She loves to go out 'walkies'
but doesn't have much fun
She'd love to romp with other dogs
but seems too fat to run

She dances in frustration
because she can't jump up
and even though she's ten years old
she thinks she's still a pup

Poor fat little piglet
she sits at home alone
Instead of sweets and cakes and things
she should chew on a bone

She sits and snores her days away
and never once complains
They say she's got too old to play
and hasn't got the brains

But once you get to know her
you'll find she's full of charm
A sweeter dog is hard to find
she'll never do you harm

Poor fat little piglet
it's time you had some fun
So come with us on holiday
and play out in the sun


A Lifetime's Love

Though the road of life seems long
we start alone, we stumble on
but then somewhere we find someone
who brings us hope when we had none

Then two lost souls will find a way
of getting through from day to day
Now two strong hearts will beat as one
and love is there when day is done

The years will pass, the world will change
The paths of life will rearrange
But love will stay and see us through
for you are me and I am you

And then in time when one moves on
a lifetime's love is never gone
That part will stay throughout the years
to light the dark and fight the tears

Then souls at last will reunite
no need for day or passing night
When from this world we both have passed
that lifetime's love will always last

March 2002 Perth

My Family

It’s hard to imagine a family like mine
they seem closer related to pig swilling swine

When I’m down and I’m out and in need of a friend
they treat me like dirt as I slide down the bend

They plot and they scheme if they don’t get their way
and they don’t give a damn for the price that I pay

Stupidity shows and their ignorance shines
Oh why was I cursed with this family of swine?

Jealous, mean minded and spiteful they are
and their hearts are as black as a bucket of tar

Betrayed by their actions and trapped by their words
so everyone knows they’re a hat full of turds

I pay them no heed for they’re nothing to me
just a bunch of no-hopers in my family tree

So I laugh at their lies and their childish retorts
and I don’t spare a second for them in my thoughts.

Goodbye to you wastrels and users and all
don’t dare look to me when it’s your turn to fall

September 2002 Belair

Memories of Bali

How many happy memories
beneath the swaying palms
are counted by those lucky souls
drawn in by Bali’s charms

Lazy days and tropic skies
the terraced fields of green
From Kuta Beach to Mount Agung
and all that lies between

Where Hindu temples dot the land
and spirits haunt the mist
In evening shades the golden sun
by sea and sky is kissed

The carvers and their woodwork
the artists, cooks and touts
these are my Bali memories
not pain and death and shouts

The peaceful soft serenity
that was in days gone by
was shattered in an instant
and crawled away to die

No more a land of innocence
but Bali must survive
these acts of callous cruelty
will fade as love will thrive

Adelaide 2002
For all those lives touched by the Bali bombings.

The turd and the boom box

I crank it UP LOUD
‘cos I’m one of the crowd
I think I’m so terribly cool

I wind up the bass
and I go off may face
but really I’m just a big tool

My hat’s back to front
and my wit’s mighty blunt
I like my pants baggy and long

I listen to rap
‘cos my taste’s utter crap
and I’ll never admit that I’m wrong

I say things like ‘Yo’
and I call women ‘ho’
and I generally act like a pain

You might think I’m strange
but in order to change
I’d need more than two cells in by brain

January 2003 Alice Springs
This has been toned DOWN from the original!

Sick and Tired of Sunsets!

I'm sick and tired of sunsets
and I can't stand sweeping plains
the thought of far horizons
makes the blood freeze in my veins

Don't talk about koalas
of sheep or kangaroos
of sun kissed shining mountain tops
it all gives me the blues

Don't say a word about the rock
I swear I'll have a fit
I've heard it all a dozen times
I'm sick and tired of it!

Why can't you speak about the things
my secret heart desires
Bush ballads are old hat these days
their rhyme and subject tired

How about you dissertate
on urban life an slums
about the crime and drug abuse
the losers and the bums

The urban world is where we live
a world of shade and dark
corruption graft and evil thrive
so make your verses stark

Let's hear no more of clear blue skies
of droughts and flooding rain
It's time you pulled your finger out
and tried to use your brain

 

Sick and Tired of Sunsets?

You say you're tired of sunsets
and the plains just make you gag
It seems that you're a city sort
The country's not your bag

The mountains, streams and rivers
are trite and too cliché
not modern or not good enough
to fit the world today

But I'm a fan of simpler things
of values from the past
of bush pubs, farms and old gray dogs
of images that last

So sunsets are the way of things
you may think me a fool
but when it comes to writing verse
I'm very much 'old school'

January 2003 Alice Springs

I got nailed by a critic for writing about things that have been written about too many times before. (Ie. sunsets) The previous two poems were my response to that criticism and the following line sums it up. It is from Brett Davis' book 'Three Years on the Road'.

"Sure its a cliché, but clichés are clichés because everybody says them all the time, and the reason they say them is because they are true."

The place at the end of the track

There's mountains and valleys and plains by the score
There's crystal clear oceans with wide sandy shores
But nothing's as special or makes me come back
like the place that exists at the end of the track

Though it's run down and dusty and in need of some care
it's worth the long journey when you're finally there
The people are friendly and just a bit strange
but they'll welcome you in so you don't have to change

There's not much to see and there's not much to do
but there's no better place to relax and 'shoot through'
if it's peace and it's quiet you certainly lack
then you'd better escape to the end of the track

Farewell to the Country Boy
 
Farewell to the country boy who gave us songs of hope
Who sang about the mountains and the sea
Goodbye to a world where we were young and full of dreams
And goodbye to the times that set us free

The past is gone forever and we can’t turn back the clock
And things will go on changing day to day
The country boy has long since gone but in his songs I hear
A love for life that can’t be swept away

It was poems and prayers and promises and all that we believed in
It was simple country songs that made us smile
These were words that we could cling to as we tried to make our way
And his music kept us singing all the while

When I listen to the music and I hear the words again
I can lose myself for hours in the past
And the country boy is living in the lyrics of his pen
for the joy he brought forever more will last

Cleaverville June 2005
A tribute to John Denver and his music

Responsibility
 
Responsibility’s a word that’s out of use today
When people see an evil act they’d rather turn away
It’s no one’s fault when Johnny steals a CD from a shop
His parents aren’t the ones to blame, they cannot make him stop

The social workers pat his hand and say that he’s repressed
They say we mustn’t punish him in case he gets depressed
Then Johnny goes and steals a car and plays with the police
The court case is a waste of time and ends in his release

So Johnny goes and smokes some dope, gets high on speed and crack
He never had his limits set so there’s no turning back
He’s no respect for anyone and least of all himself
If he had a conscience once before he left it on the shelf

A robbery with arms goes wrong and Johnny winds up dead
They blame it on the drugs of course for messing with his head
His parents blame the teachers who had always both hands tied
The papers blame society ‘cos poor old Johnny died

The social workers still get paid and take another case
They haven’t got the time to care they must pick up the pace
The blame gets passed around and round but every thing’s the same
For no one has the guts to say that Johnny was to blame

For everyone is given choice in how they can behave
With Johnny’s choice now limited to lying in a grave
And all because he never learned in order to live free
We all must learn the meaning of responsibility

Popanyinning February 2006

The Time Allowed

The good, the bad, the ugly
Will all sleep with the worms
Whether they lived the life of saints
Or parasitic germs

No money, fame, or fortune
Will save them in the end
The Reaper comes for everyone
No matter what they spend

There’s no truth to the stories
Of heaven or of hell
The preachers , priests and all the rest
Have only lies to tell

What matters is the present
And how you live your life
It’s surely best to be at peace
And not beset by strife

Be good, be kind, be decent
To those who pass your way
Don’t spend your days in slavery
Make time to laugh and play

And when at last your time runs out
You’ve had the time allowed
You’ll leave behind you memories
Of which you can be proud.

Cleaverville 23/6/6

The way life is.

When you know your days are numbered
How you start to count the days
And your mind is now encumbered
In a million different ways

When the third act’s almost ending
And the foot lights start to dim
There’s no use in pretending
That the time left isn’t slim

Then you look back and remember
In your youth, how you were wild
And though now it’s mid-December
You are once again a child

And you see a world of wonder
That you lost as you grew up
And you see that greed and plunder
Aren’t the way to fill your cup

Your mind goes back to happy times
And the days of long ago
Where mum and dad would hold your hand
And guide you through the snow

You’ve lived a life of ups and downs
Of pride and joy and shame
You want a way to turn back time
And get back in the game

But life you know has other plans
You live it out as best you can
For that’s the way it’s always been
since all of life on Earth began


Loss

The Christmases of long ago
Now haunt your dreams like drifts of snow
The joyous days that you once had
When Santa Claus was mum and dad

You long for days forever gone
That page of life has now moved on
The sense of loss you feel inside
The pain you feel won’t be denied

There’s nothing more that you can do
Than face each day with hope renewed
Though sadness lurks behind your eyes
You look each day for sunny skies

Things never seemed to be so bad
When you could count on mum and dad
The comfort found when they were there
Life’s tapestry now seems so bare

You don’t let on just how you feel
But inside how your senses reel
You wish you had just one more day
To say the things you didn’t say

But life moves on, you can’t pretend
It’s all the same, it has to end
But life is never quite the same
When mum and dad aren’t in the game

Cleaverville II

A year has come and gone again
Since we last journeyed north
Escaping from the winter’s cold
We pack up and set forth

We drive on through increasing rain
Go looking for the sun
Three days and nights we journey north
A thousand miles to run

From Highway One we turn off north
A dirt road leads us in
The corrugations shake the van
And patience starts to thin

Then finally the sea appears
We know we’re really back
We curse the local council ‘cos
They didn’t grade the track

Just a little further now
And finally we’re there
The early birds have set up camp
And vans are everywhere

Some faces are familiar
We’ve seen them here before
Some faces are unknown to us
Each year there’s more and more

There’s some who haven’t come this year
And some reached journey’s end
It’s sad to think that some we know
Aren’t coming back again

 

There’s Blomey’s van’s where Bill’s once sat
And Mick’s is right next door
It’s good to see that Jack and Joy
Have made it back once more

Richard’s stopped in for a while
But then he’s moving on
We see no sign of Mickey Venn
But here at last comes Don

Up on the hill caretaker Ron
Is camped in his new van
John and Eileen just pulled in
To join the growing clan

And more will come to join the mob
As days and weeks roll on
But come September most of them
Have packed up camp and gone

Each year a little village grows
All stretched along a hill
A top spot right down by the beach
That’s known as Cleaverville

There’s those who fish and those who come
To contemplate and sit
There’s some who walk the rugged hills
And those who read and knit

And everyone who’s journeyed there
And stopped for months or days
Becomes a part of Cleaverville
In large or smaller ways

There’s legends here who knew the place
From times that go way back
To when the road was little more
Than just a sandy track

So round the campfires late at night
We think about the past
Of friends and faces long since gone
And memories that last

There’s no where else I’d rather be
When May comes rolling round
Than making tracks for Cleaverville
To me it’s sacred ground

June 2007
Dedicated to Jack & Joy – an inspiration to everyone who knows them

The last old bushman

I now live in stylish comfort
My house is perched up on a hill
But late at night I feel the urge
To walk the bush trails still

I’m warm and safe in winter
I can escape the summer heat
But how I miss the outback trail
And the sound of tramping feet

There’s money in the bank now
And I own a fancy car
But I miss my bushland mates and
I wonder where they are

The friends that now come calling
Are all the best that you can buy
But I just see lust for riches
And not friendship in their eyes

In the days when I had nothing
But the clothes upon my back
I had friends that I could count on
As I walked the Holland track

Though we all went seeking fortunes
We knew the price there was to pay
We’d always stop to help a stranger
Not like folks you see today

How I long to hear the jingle
of the horses bells at night
how I long to feel the tingle
of the sun’s first rays of light

I want to feel again the blanket
Of the stars above my head
I want to travel through the range land
With just the earth to make my bed

But I’m too old to walk the range land
And all my mates are dead and gone
But just as long as I remember
Then all my mates will still live on

And the bush land and the goldfields
That I knew from days gone by
Can live on a little longer
Till the last old bushman dies

Cleaverville July 2007

Stay at home in bed

I’d like to thank those thoughtful souls
Who walk around the shops
Who share with me their gracious gifts
Of flu, sore throats and coughs

It’s just too hard to stay at home
All warm and safe in bed
It’s much more fun to go outside
And spread the flu instead

They say ‘I must get back to work’
‘although I’m feeling blue’
‘My work mates surely won’t complain’
‘if I give them the flu’

and all the ads say ‘soldier on’
they should say ‘STAY INSIDE!’
‘Do not go out and spread disease’
‘to people far and wide’

and so instead of one off sick
the flu just does the rounds
and all because of thoughtless twits
it spreads in leaps and bounds

So next time when you start to cough
Your throat is sore and red
Please do us all a favour and
Just stay at home in bed!

Cleaverville July 2007

Pilbara Dreaming

From a city on a river bank
The pioneers set forth
To try and make a go of it
To tame the rugged north

The task ahead was daunting
Success was not for all
But real men soon stepped forward
Men like William Shakespeare Hall

At first they brought the sheep in
To populate the runs
But poison, drought and lousy feed
Could not be solved with guns

A good year then ten bad ones
Would send the stations broke
The cyclones, droughts and sand flies
Could cow the toughest bloke

And women were in short supply
And few would call it home
While men folk went off droving, they
Would spend long weeks alone

Emma and John Withnell came
To settle and to stay
‘The mother of the north’ she was
or so the natives say

So far from city comforts
That were left behind down south
They landed on a muddy bank
Near Harding River mouth

They struggled on alone at first
But then more settlers came
A town grew in the wilderness
And Roebourne was its name

A stock route north was needed most
For shipping costs were high
A man called Hooley found the way
In eighteen sixty five

From Lyons up to Fortescue
He brought two thousand sheep
Across the plains and through the hills
Across the rivers deep

Then gold was found beneath the earth
And men from far and wide
Came north to seek their fortunes
And to tramp the country side

Though many dug the barren ground
But few saw fortune shine
From Nichol Bay to Marble Bar
From Cue to Nullagine

Years came and went beneath the sun
And life and times moved on
Then cattle came to fill the north
And soon the sheep were gone

The cattle men built stations now
They brought in hardy breeds
And droving was the way of things
Tough men and hardy steeds

Lang and Stan were northern men
Who worked dry red land
They saw a way to help the north
Develop and expand

For many years they tried in vain
And they were just ignored
But in the end the world woke up
To massive fields of ore

And from that time the north was won
And still it grows today
Now iron and salt and LNG
Have made the north west pay

Though life has now forever changed
Through out the great north west
Let’s not forget the pioneers
Who came and stood the test

To everyone who ventured there
Who lived and loved and died
The north west is a monument
A nation’s wealth and pride

August 2007 Cleaverville
A small amount of poetic licence concerns the date Timothy Hooley found the route north. It was in fact a year later than stated.

Aching bones

Now my hair is thinning out, but that’s only on my head
For it grows in great big clumps from both my ears
And it’s better not to mention all the re-growth in my nose
As I face the mounting weight of passing years

And I find the days grow shorter than they ever were before
For I’m able to do less each passing day
My back and knees and joints and eyes are failing one by one
I’m getting bent and old and going gray

Some say there’s compensation and great joy in growing old
But I’m buggered if I know just what they mean
Perhaps it’s watching movies that I’ve watched ten times before
‘cos I can’t remember much of what I’ve seen

The books I’ve read I read again as if they’re something new
But only large print versions make the grade
I’ve given up all sorts of things I used to like to do
And things I still can manage get delayed

Oh I know they say you mellow like a good old vintage wine
But I think they tend to stretch the honest truth
For if I had my druthers I would swap my aching bones
For a body full of life and hope and youth

November 2007 Popo

Black Dog

When the black dog comes calling
You lose track of reason
For it’s darkest of winter
No matter what season

When the black dog comes howling
You’ll wonder what hit you
For it’s hard to think straight
When the black dog has bit you

When the black dog is hunting
It’s you that he’s after
He will steal all your joy
He will still all your laughter

When the black dog is growling
You will think the sky’s falling
When you’ve lost all your hope
It’s the black dog that’s calling

For the black dog will eat you
One bite at a time
And he feels no remorse
For committing this crime

And the black dog will grip you
His jaws like a vice
His breath like a fog
His touch just like ice

When the black dog comes sneaking
Your will must not break
For the black dog’s a coward
Just a mean shabby fake

When the black dog sits down
It’s a sign and a warning
But hold on one night
And he’s gone with the morning

For the black dog depression
Comes hunting us all
It’s hard to resist him
But don’t follow his call

The black dog can’t take you
If you understand him
If you can’t fight him off
It’s your life that you’ll hand him

So banish the black dog
Or bring him to heal
But you must understand that
The black dog is real

December 2007 Heron Point

The other side of sundown

Though I don’t know where I’m headed
I can tell you where I’ve been
I’m still looking for the other side of sundown
And I’m getting old and ragged
Though I’m feeling rather green
But there’s those who say I’m looking pretty run down

I keep following the shadows
Of an old and faded dream
That lies waiting on the other side of sundown
And if I fail to find it
Then that’s just the way of schemes
It’s the way of things to hit you with a come down

But I have to go on searching
For the thing I cannot find
Yes I know it’s on the other side of sun down
For I don’t know if it’s real or if
It’s all just in my mind
I’ll keep looking for the other side of sundown

Augusta 2008

Farewell to the ANZACs

All the Anzacs have faded back into the past
And the old men now rest with their mates
We can hope they play 2 up and still have a beer
Now they’ve entered the heavenly gates

We have cause to remember the men who died young
How they fought to ensure we live free
How they looked back at home for the very last time
As their ships pulled away from the quay

They went for adventure, for country and King
And Australia still mourns for their loss
They died in the trenches and on the barbed wire
So far from the great Southern Cross

They couldn’t have known as they sailed far from home
Just how cruel would be some of their fates
But they lived for Australia, a land of their own
And they died for the sake of their mates

And each life extinguished still burned like a flame
In the hearts of their loved ones at home
And their memory lives on in the pride of the nation
In respect for the flag that they’d flown

Their young eyes look out from the passage of years
From the old pictures, tattered and torn
And their nation looks back to the past and remembers
How the legend of ANZAC was born

May 2008 Cleaverville
 

Planned obsolescence

Do you remember when a workman
Used to ply his trade with care?
Do you remember when good service
Counted more than selling shares?

Do you remember back when products
Would all stand the test of time?
Back when pre-planned obsolescence
Would be treated like a crime

Do you remember back before the time
When daily prices soared?
Before the great monopolies
Had massed their obscene hoard

And can you still remember now
Before the bulging sacks
Of Governments addicted to
An overload of tax?

And is it even possible
That things were much more sane?
Be glad at least you saw good times
We’ll never see again

For life is now just lies and greed
Compassion rules no more
We face a world where money rules
And business is a whore

May 2008 Cleaverville

D & D

Take me again to a fantasy world
Of Dungeons and Dragons and banners unfurled
Take me once more through the passage of time
To the heroes and villains and good deeds and crimes

Give me once more a battle to fight
In a land full of darkness to bring forth a light
Give me the chance to go back and see
A time in my youth when my mind was once free

On weekends we’d gather like spectres from smoke
And we’d fight the good fight fuelled with pizza and Coke
It’s sad to look back on this world that’s now gone
But life’s full of changes and so I moved on

But still I remember the faces of friends
And while there’s a memory those times never end
And somewhere out there in the reaches of space
Lives a magical world that I cannot replace

May 2008 Cleaverville

 

 

For Belle
(my reason for living)

In all our years together
mere words could never show
the way I feel about you
and how that feeling grows

We've made a life together
through good times and through bad
I'm sorry for my foolishness
and times I make you sad

As we travel down life's byways
we travel hand in hand
When all the world's against us
side by side we stand

We face the world together
two hearts that beat as one
Two lives that came together
will never be undone

And as we journey onward
into our twilight years
We'll muddle through the ups and downs
of life and love and tears

And when at last the time has come
to bid the world goodbye
Somehow I know we'll always be
together you and I

September 1999 Charters Towers
 


A Lifetime's Love

Though the road of life seems long
we start alone, we stumble on
but then somewhere we find someone
who brings us hope when we had none

Then two lost souls will find a way
of getting through from day to day
Now two strong hearts will beat as one
and love is there when day is done

The years will pass, the world will change
The paths of life will rearrange
But love will stay and see us through
for you are me and I am you

And then in time when one moves on
a lifetime's love is never gone
That part will stay throughout the years
to light the dark and fight the tears

Then souls at last will reunite
no need for day or passing night
When from this world we both have passed
that lifetime's love will always last

March 2002 Perth
 


Five and twenty years

When you came into my life
I was no more than a boy
And I was looking for a love to last forever
When you came into my life
it was love that gave me joy
And we started on the path of life together

Though the years have come and gone
we have faced the trials of life
And our love keeps growing stronger every day
I’m so glad you came along
and so glad that you’re my wife
And it’s nice to know you’re just as pleased to stay

We grow older every day
but we do it side by side
And whatever comes our way our love will shine
So although we’re turning gray
We’re still young at heart inside
and we know with love that things will turn out fine

So I thank you for your love
you’re the reason I exist
You’re the sun that rises over me each day
You’re my stars from up above
You’re the only girl I’ve kissed
And I can’t believe you ever came my way

I just wanted you to know
that these five and twenty years
Are years I wouldn’t swap for all the world
And I hope my words will show
through the happiness and tears
That I’m over whelmed with joy that you’re my girl
 


For my sweet beautiful wife

I love you for your laugh and the happiness you bring
I love you for the smile that lights my way
I love you for your innocence, a most endearing thing
I love to wake beside you every day

I love you for the many times you lift my spirit up
When all the world conspires to knock me down
And when I’m cold and empty you are there to fill my cup
You make me feel I’m more than just a clown

I love you for your tenderness, you know just how I feel
I love to know you’re standing by my side
I can’t believe you love me too, how can it all be real?
I bless the day our lives chose to collide

I love to sit and lose myself for hours in your eyes
I love to feel your hand within my hand
And every time you speak my name I feel my spirits rise
My crazy dreams you always understand

I love to know you chose to give your life and love to me
I love that I surrendered just to you
You opened up my eyes to love and helped me clearly see
The love we share forever will be true

Belle, You are more than I ever dreamed of and more than I deserve. I love you always, Marc.

September 2008
 

 

Hold on to hope

When the world has crushed your spirit
And you’ve forgotten how to smile
You must hold on to hope sweet girl
For just a little while

Just when the night is darkest
And it seems to never end
You’ll see the light of dawn at last
And find your closest friend

Someone who was lost to you
Will hear you when you call
And rush to be there by your side
You’re not alone at all

Your road is uphill for a time
But keep your spirit strong
There’s someone now to help you find
The place where you belong

The wheel of life will sometimes turn
In unexpected ways
But help has come along at last
To lead you from the maze

The time will come when you will shine
And once again you’ll smile
Hold on to hope, believe in love
We’re with you all the while

Time will wash away the hurt
And ease the pain you feel
For now you have a family
Whose love for you is real
 


Dorothy

In all the years of searching
We knew that in the end
We’d find the missing part of us
A sister and a friend

We can’t predict the future
How long we have to go
But in the years from now to then
There’s something you should know

You’ve been alone for far too long
You’ve suffered too much pain
But while we’re here to care for you
You know you’re loved again

And while the miles may part us
Our hearts are here with you
And in a place so far away
Your heart is with us too

So every night before you sleep
Remember us and smile
And we will send you all our love
Across the empty miles

And then in time the days will pass
We’ll not be long apart
Until that day stay safe and strong
We’ll hold you in our heart

November 2008

 

 

3am

Its 3am, I lying here, but still I’m wide awake
I can’t work out what’s going on inside me
I see her there, she’s all alone, my heart just wants to break
The love I feel is trying to divide me

I can’t reach out to touch her hand and tell her it’s alright
I can’t protect her from the pain she’s feeling
With all my heart I do my best to shine a loving light
But standing at this distance leaves me reeling

There’s nothing more I want to do than save her from this life
My hands are tied until she turns toward me
The pain of this is razor sharp it cuts me like a knife
It’s all this situation can afford me

I long to hold her safe and warm and chase the world away
But I'm not free to be the one who's choosing
We stand apart by circumstance there’s nothing more to say
There’s too much here we’re both afraid of losing

And so I turn and walk away, not knowing what to do
But I can feel my heart just fall to pieces
I cannot see the way ahead although my love is true
And so this pain I’m feeling never ceases

I cannot act, I cannot speak, I cannot clear my mind
And so I lie awake and think about her
I’m lost in dreams inside my head I might as well be blind
As I cannot see a way to live without her

November 2008


Miracle

Each day and all night I've been missing her
and I can't figure out what to do
and I think all the time about kissing her
but she's gone and my dreams can't come true

I'm holding her close in my memory
And I'm touching her face with my hand
but she's so far away now, not next to me
and its something I can't understand

I need her to be here in every way
and I don't want to live with this pain
I want her beside me though everyday
and I just need to hold her again

So I'm praying to God for a miracle
so that she can be here by my side
and I'm thinking if not for a miracle
then I'm lost and have no place to hide

Jan. 2009


Broken

There's nothing in life that makes sense anymore
while this pain keeps a grip on my heart
there's nothing to stop me from closing the door
‘cos it feels like I'm falling apart

I feel the storm rising there's a chill in the air
and I'm already broken inside
It's too late to turn back it seems so unfair
when emotions have nowhere to hide

I don't have the strength or the will to go on
and my hopes have all turned into dust
My life has been shattered my chances are gone
and I feel my heart turning to rust

and I'm broken to pieces I'm dying inside
I'm coming apart at the seams
the past and the future are set to collide
and I'm losing the rest of my dreams

for she's taken my heart and she's turned out the light
I'm broken and can't be repaired
There's no way to make it alone through the night
and I wonder if she ever cared?

I'm broken and busted and smashed and torn down
I'm not even willing to try
the pain and the heartache are making me drown
but my love will not lay down and die

9/1/9


Heart divided

How can it be when wrong feels right
A single heart divided?
Where two are one and one is two
A future undecided

How can a heart bereft of love
Be locked away forever?
How can the heart that seeks to heal
Cause love and trust to sever?

Why must it always be in life
Hard choices must be made?
And when a heart is split in two
Another stands betrayed

No way to tell which path to tread
When both may lead to pain
With no way back you forge ahead
But can you stand the strain?

When one is broken, one is whole
And both in need of love
It tears apart your very soul
Your heart can’t rise above

And do you tell the broken heart
How much you feel inside?
Can you love two as much as one?
But love can’t be denied

And so you wait and hope to find
Just how your life will be
Both saint and sinner all in one
Your heart must wait and see

 


From this day on

I can't make up for all the nights you cried yourself to sleep
and I can't remove the scars within your heart
I can't repair the damage from those wounds that go too deep
and I can't go back and be there from the start

But I can be there from this day on to hold your hand in mine
and I can love you every moment that I live
I can help you pick the pieces up and help you start to shine
and I can give you all it's possible to give

I can't return the things you lost when you had to walk away
and I can't replace the lost and empty years
I don't know why it all went wrong and love just didn't stay
and I cannot add the sum of all your fears

But I'll be there when you're lonely, I can hold you through the night
I can love you more and more each passing day
I can tell you in your darkest hours, that things will be all right
I can be the light that helps you find your way

I can be the one you turn to when the world is hard and cold
I can be the one who always makes you smile
and I'll be there always with you as we both get gray and old
and I'll help you see that life is still worth while

And I promise you with every breath I take from this day on
I will cherish every moment that we share
And my love for you will linger 'til the starlight has all gone
When I leave this world my love will still be there

For Dorothy April 21st 2009 Malaysia


Blessed from above

I sit and look back through the passing of years
through all of the laughter and all of the tears
I try to recapture lost days in my mind
But as each year passes they're harder to find

The days I remember are days spent with you
The early years busy with so much to do
With life stretched before us with no way to know
how quickly the years would come and then go

We worked for a future that never came true
but none of that mattered for I was with you
For life is a journey without a clear end
You've made the path brighter my love and my friend

We still have our troubles and trials to bear
but through all the hard times our love is still there
Life's taken a new turn when two became three
and our love is a light for the whole world to see

We'll write a new chapter of love in our heart
Together we'll stand and we'll make a new start
You've no need to worry or ask if I care
Till death do us part, I will always be there

We're a family now, no longer just two
and our love will grow stronger and dreams will come true
After all of the years and all of the love
I know in my heart we've been blessed from above

For Belle July 2009
 


The Words Within My Heart

For once it seems I'm lost for words
I don't know where to start
I want to tell you all the words
that lie within my heart

I sit and look into your eyes
and all my words are lost
so all the things I want to say
into the void are tossed

My words are insufficient
they pale compared to you
I've nothing else to offer, so
I guess they'll have to do

You light my world with happiness
each time I see you smile
You're not quite what I thought you'd be
you have a unique style

You have a sense of humour
that's very close to mine
And every time you laugh it seems
the sun comes out to shine

You're sexy and you're pretty
a woman and a girl
and when you laugh your naughty laugh
you make my senses whirl

I've just begun to know you
to see inside your heart
but yet it seems you've always been
beside me from the start

And even if we didn't know
our souls could recognise
our love was written in the stars
when I looked in your eyes

So of course it came to be
our hearts now beat as one
the everlasting love we have
will never be undone

For Dorothy September 2009


I could not love you more

Can it be already, that a year
has come and gone
A year of trials and laughter
and love that lingers on

A year of times together
that will stay within our heart
A year that's like no other
a time our love would start

You came to me from sadness
but new light shone in your eyes
I look back now in wonder
and I see how fast time flies

The steps we took were small ones
and you tried to hide your charms
But I knew I' could not let you go
when I took you in my arms

And then there came the bad times
the weeks we were apart
But even through the loneliness
new love grew in our hearts

From the minute I first met you
my soul was reaching out
and then you fell in love with me
your heart was free from doubt

You made the choice to walk away
from all you knew before
You came and gave yourself to me
sought love and nothing more

I held you gently through the night
our bodies merged as one
I loved you body, heart and soul
our time had just begun

And though I knew you wondered if
our love was meant to last
You stayed by me through thick and thin
and let go of the past

You found real love safe in my arms
your dreams were coming true
And God he answered all my prayers
by letting me love you

And so we face another year
not knowing what's in store
No matter what the future brings
I could not love you more

For Dorothy
with all my love on our first anniversary
February 1st 2010
from Marc


An angel gets her wings

There's a special place in heaven
where the trainee angels go
The ones called early from this life
from loved ones down below

For here on Earth we wonder why
we can't make sense of things
But somewhere up in heaven's realm
an angel gets her wings

We cannot always understand
why some are called too soon
But sometimes in the song of life
some lives have shorter tunes

But shorter tunes are often sweet
they stay within the heart
So every time we think of them
we're not so far apart

We're left with pain and memories
of life and times of love
But in the sky a new star shines
and lights us from above

Dedicated to the memory of Julie Lim

 


In this life

In this life there's no tomorrow
in the world no guarantee
In this life there's joy and sorrow
Just one chance to really be

Its today that really matters
and today is all we know
Time takes dreams and quickly shatters
before they've had a chance to grow

Appreciate the many things
that make your life worth while
A simple hug, a caring touch
A laugh, a joke, a smile

The beauty of a clear blue sky
the soft caress of rain
And what would joy mean in your life
If you'd never felt some pain

unfinished....

July 2010


In the dark of night

In the dark of night I reach for you
your body soft and warm
My fingers trace your satin skin
I feel the rising storm

I run my fingers down your side
your breath the only sound
I cup your breast within my hand
my fingers circle round

You're dreaming now but soon you'll wake
my lips brush on your skin
I feel your body start to stir
a flame is lit within

A fleeting moan escapes your mouth
I see you come awake
My hand runs down between your legs
oh what sweet love we'll make

I touch the curls, so dark and soft
you turn and seek my lips
My fingers probe that secret place
that lies between your hips

My mouth moves down across your neck
my lips seek out your breast
My fingers slide into your warmth
explore your hidden nest

Your fingers run up through my hair
you push my head on down
my tongue flicks out and touches you
between your legs I'll drown

Drown in heights of rapture
I taste your petalled rose
You gasp out loud, your fingers flex
Your lust and passion grows

I feel your body tense and quake
you rise to passion's fire
Explosions born of ecstasy
give voice to your desire

We join as one in mated bliss
our bodies now unite
Our souls become a single force
that light the dark of night

With passions spent, the night is ours
our bodies cling together
And in our hearts we want the night
to last and last forever

July 2010


Justice is denied!

There's a lying scheming rotten shit
who lives near Popanyinning
A coward and a common thief
Who knows the way of sinning

No conscience, care or decency
can live within the heart
Of a bully who will use the law
to tear my world apart

Someone who's blessed with everything
except a moral code
The rich who steal from poor it seems
will get an easy road

The government departments bleat
like useless, brainless sheep
Our home and our possessions gone
but bastards lose no sleep

And so I say to all the 'men'
who sat with their hands tied
This foul stench will not go away
while justice is denied!

June 2010